Reminiscing On A First Love

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Looking at the memories
brings a little sting.
Knowing that I loved you,
all just for things to
turn out so bleak.

I want to say my grief is done,
but that would be a lie.
Some things make me ache inside
for something that won't be.
I'm stepping towards the light,
though, one moment
at a time.

True, I want to cry
and
demand why you
you turned your back
as if I didn't matter.
True, I want to cry and wonder
what changed your
heart to loathe me so.

Then, however, I look at the places
we went and the things we did,
the food we ate and
the beauty of the world, frozen.
I see the way you loved me then.

Yes, it hurts to know
that you walked
away with such ease -
but there's a strange comfort
in remembering
the joy in every moment
that will always remain.

Sometimes people come and go
and you, sadly, were
one of them -
but I have proof of
innocence and that I lived,
even for just a bit.

I'm moving on, finding days again -
but you will always be there,
in the best place my heart can close.
Your voice fades but
your face remains
in a time where we, blissfully, didn't know.

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