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so my best friend isnt talking to me

but i guess its ok

if she doesnt need me then i dont need her 👍 ╥﹏╥

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i'm supposed to be planning what courses i should take junior and senior year so i just can get it over with now

i'm stuck on what electives to choose

Gourmet Foods

Pros

1. prob no homework

2. making food (and then eating it)

3. prob learn a bit about food business

Cons

1. i dont know how to cook lol

Film Study

Pros

1. prob no homework

2. WATCH MOVIES ALL THE TIME

3. fun class (my mom took it in college)

Cons

1. might just be for seniors (so i cant take it next year)

2. might have to write boring essays

LGBTQ+ Perspectives Lit

Pros

1. fun teacher

2. no homophobic kids in the class

3. i could stop being closeted at school all the time

Cons

1. weird kids in the class

2. writing about sad statistics or some shit

3. i am closeted and want to stay that way because i dont want to be associated with the gays at my school (rapists and furries)

Music Theory

Pros

1. will be helpful in orchestra settings and the future (planning to major in something music related in college)

2. nice big classroom (choir room)

Cons

1. don't know the teacher (choir) that well

2. i kinda suck at music theory

Digital Art 1

Pros

1. heard from a girl in my Latin class that it's a fun class

2. art form i havent tried and also my mom wants me to do art

3. people are bad at criticism (my feelings wont be hurt •ᴗ•)

Cons

1. never done it before (i might suck)

Animation

Pros

1. a girl in my math class takes it and she showed me an assignment and it looked rly cute and i wanna try it

2. i used to play with pivot animator when i was a kid

Cons

1. what if its hard  (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )

Psychology

Pros

1. seems like a cool class to take (my dad took AP Psych in HS)

2. girl i know takes it

Cons

1. girl i know takes it

2. this class might diagnose me with stuff i dont want to know about ʘ‿ʘ

Sociology

Pros

1. its either psych or this 

Cons

1. none

Spanish I

Pros

1. take this instead of Latin 3 or AP Latin (no essays)

2. it'll be easy (duolingo and hispanic grandmom can help me)

3. i wanna be able to speak it

Cons

1. i'll be stuck with freshmen (ㆆ _ ㆆ)

2. i might get the one senora i dont like cuz she steals phones + her room is right next to magistra's and she might see me in class and look at me sad cuz i quit latin (im applying for latin governors school lmao)

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today was speak now which only took like 10 minutes cuz its only two songs (enchanted and long live)

i dont rly have purple clothes so i took my moms purple shirt lol

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i love lyin 2 ya (unreleased billie eilish song)

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my aunt just texted me for the first time ever and the notif was loud it scared me so bad lol she just wished me merry christmas and sent a pic (its prob my cousin)

awww she put together a christmas card with pics of me and michael

i wonder if she texted it to everyone

omg do i say something back

ahhhhh this isnt like a school friend im ghosting over the break this is MY AUNT BUT I CANT JUST LEAVE HER ON READ 😭

i'll turn off read receipts and look at the text and reply later 👍

wait i think her phone is a diff brand than mine so i dont think she even gets read receipts

wait who sent a pic of me at Moulin Rouge! in the fam group chat lmao

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tomorrow is red and i cant wait for all too well (ten minute version) (taylor's version) (from the vault)

i'm gonna have to hold the guitar for that long 😭

KARMA IS THE GUY ON THE CHIEFS COMING STRAIGHT HOME TO ME

i cant wait for midnights the outfit change is gonna be either rly good or rly bad :D

and i need a chair for vigilante shit

and confidence (used it up on rep and i cringed while editing)

also my knees hurt from lwymmd

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