✨my diary/thoughts✨

relatable lyrics from TTPD

All my mornings are Mondays, Stuck in an endless February, I took the miracle move-on-drug, The effects were temporary

Thought of calling ya, But you won't pick up

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Everyone we know understands, Why it's meant to be, Cause we're ... Crazy.

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Once I fix me, he's gonna miss me

He was my best friend, Down at the sandlot, I felt more when we played pretend, Than with all the Kens, Cause he took me out of my box

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Everything comes out teenage petulance

I might just not get up, I might stay down bad

They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about the existence of you

How dare you think it's romantic, Leaving me safe and stranded, Cause fuck it, I was in love, So fuck you if I can't have us

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I stopped trying to make him laugh

I didn't opt in to be your odd man out, I founded the club she's heard great things about

And I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free

And you say I abandoned the ship, But I was going down with it

My friends said it isn't right to be scared, Every day of a love affair

You swore that you loved me but where were the clues? I died on the altar waiting for proof

I'm just mad as hell cause I loved this place, For so long

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I forget if this was ever fun, I just learned these people only raise you to cage you

I just learned these people try and save you ... cause they hate you

I know he's crazy but he's the one I want

I'd rather burn my whole life down, Than listen to one more second of all this bitching and moaning, I'll tell you something about my good name, It's mine alone to disgrace, I don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing, God save the most judgmental creeps

There's a lot of people in town that I, Bestow upon my fakest smiles

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And no matter what I've done, It wouldn't matter anyway, Ain't no way I'm gonna screw up, Now that I know what's at stake

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Little did you know, Your home's really only a town, You're just a guest in

Florida!!!, Is one hell of a drug, Florida!!!, Can I use you up?

I need to forget so, Take me to Florida

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Am I allowed to cry?

I keep recalling things we never did

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You don't get to tell me about 'sad.'

If you wanted me dead, You should've just said

"Who's afraid of little old me?!", You should be.

You don't get to tell me you feel bad.

Is it a wonder I broke? Let's hear one more joke, Then we could all just laugh, Until I cry

I was tame, I was gentle, Til the circus life made me mean, Don't you worry folks, We took out all her teeth, Who's afraid of little old me?! Well you should be