✨my diary/thoughts✨

i think im being stalked

i texted this to my friends and they agree with me soooo

im putting names cuz no one even reads this sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

tldr: my former volleyball coach and his family have been moving schools to stalk me for the past 5 years

When I was 10 years old I did volleyball and my coach was Mr. Lee and his three daughters were on my team. Annalise was a year younger, Kara was my age, and (i forgot her name lol) was a year older. We were all friends. They lived far away from me and went to a different elementary school. 

A year later (6th grade), I saw Kara at my school. I went up to her and she told me she moved recently and that's why she and Annalise were at my school. We didn't talk much though after that.

Then we were at the same middle school, which means she lived close to me. I didn't really care.

So I got a little crush in 8th grade on my guy friend, but he revealed he had a girlfriend before I could confess. Turns out the girlfriend was Kara. I got over him and everything was fine. This was in October. 

Then in April, Kara cheated on her boyfriend with his best friend. He was really upset and then he asked if I wanted to fake date so I said yes, but he just wanted revenge on Kara. KARA HATED ME like I "stole her boyfriend" even though she cheated on him first and we weren't even dating (cuz this was middle school). 

In May, we had our music department field trip. Mr. Lee was one of the chaperones, but not mine. He was my friend's chaperone, but he checked me in anyway because we sat next to each other on the bus. He then told my friend a very personal secret ABOUT ME to her THAT I WANTED TO KEEP SECRET. I don't know how he even recognized me cuz I looked very different from the last time he saw me to middle school (some of my best friends didn't even recognize me after the pandemic so this is saying something: he's a creep). It was so embarrassing and I cried on the bus ride home. 

I thought I would go to the same high school as everyone else in my friend group, but the last week of school, my parents told me we were moving and I'd be going to [current high school]. I was very upset and I told all my friends including my fake boyfriend at the time. I was under the impression that he and Kara didn't talk anymore, but someone must've told her. 

My first few weeks at [current high school], I saw a familiar girl in the halls. Yep, it was Kara. And it's not like she just happened to be there, the middle school we went to DOESN'T go to [current high school]. Her family moved the same summer as me. 

A few months later, I found out her dad was a biology teacher. BIOLOGY. Freshman science class. He wanted me to be in his class, but thankfully I wasn't. Meanwhile, I was friends with Judge Turpin. She may or may not have done an illegal thing (not part of this story but if you've been reading my diary then you know what happened). She told me she was friends with Kara, which was kinda awkward because of the 8th grade drama, and I was worried Kara was talking shit about me. I started to tell her about it because I think it's a funny story now. She tried so hard to be apart of the mostly resolved drama, but that's not the point. So she told me that Kara told her the secret thing and she told me my secret to my face, and I was sooo uncomfortable. We stopped being friends in April. 

I got a science award at the end of the year for being good at biology. Mr. Lee was at that ceremony, and I felt his eyes on me the entire time. My parents were there and my mom said to me afterwards that he was staring at me whenever he could. And it was obvious, and not an accident or anything like that. My mom and I know how to spot out creeps. 

This year, I have a new private viola teacher. Me and another girl are the oldest students she has. The other ones are younger than us. There is one named Annalise. Same spelling, and I think she still does play viola. She wasn't at the studio class last night because she couldn't make it, so it's possible it's just a different girl with the same name or it could be Annalise. If it is, I'm definitely being stalked. I've tried telling this to my mom, but since she doesn't WANT me to be stalked, she doesn't believe I'm being stalked. 

So what do you guys think? Am I being stalked or is it just a BUNCH of coincidences?

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sometimes i am just so sick of guys treating girls/women like SHIT

my history teacher called taylor swift UGLY yesterday

like ok chill you dont like her music but it doesnt mean you have to say "shes an ugly alien and anyone who likes her is ugly and stupid"

like DAMN CHILL BRO

sometimes the haters are more obsessed with her than the actual fans

even if he was talking about a female artist i dont even listen to, you shouldnt call pretty people ugly cuz you dont like what they do??

i hate jk rowling cuz of her personality and shit she's said, but shes not ugly

shes actually kinda pretty if you dont think about the weird shit shes put on the internet

and i dont understand how a guy can be so nice to you for over a year and then suddenly just stops talking to you unless its calling you stupid and hitting you "accidentally" with his viola

and last year in english class there were these guys who would constantly be saying slurs and everyone would laugh it off, but when i was supposed to be speaking (class discussion and the teacher called on me), me saying shut up to them to be quiet is OVERREACTING??? they were like "oh shit" and LAUGHED at me and called me a BITCH

and dont get me started on PE class over the years