✨my diary/thoughts✨

more anastasia

second night was pretty good, it was better than opening night

berk kept doing this fake deep laugh at all the jokes in act 2 and that made the entire pit actually laugh when we were supposed to be getting ready to play lmao

more people were in the audience

and bro during bows the cheering gets really loud like almost overwhelming level of loud, and also the spotlight goes to berk at one point but the spotlight people are bad at spotlight so i got BLINDED and couldnt see my music for a second 😭

also lile is PISSED that he isnt in the playbill

like we obviously have a cello and he has multiple solos........... bruh

also during finale/bows theres flower petals (ribbon) falling in the audience but lots get in the pit too, so i grabbed the one that fell on my face while i was playing 😭

mauro kept going sharp during stay i pray you and he blamed it on us 😭