TW: talk of mental illness and suicide and self harm
So I'm pretty sure I'm autisic (I'll write a rant on it later) and have anxiety and depression (I have panic attacks a lot as well as intrusive thought and tried to commit suicide 3 times and used to self harm up to 4 times a day)
My dad today was like "oh, by the way you were a dangerous pregnancy and could have almost died multiple times" (I was born dead as well) and then he was like "you could have had dwarfism and schizophrenia" (I'm six foot and am under 14 but lately I've been hearing weird voices and have had the feeling that I'm being watched or am apparently talking to things that aren't there (that's what my friends and parents have said) so I'm a bit concerned now.
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Non-Fictionjust a kinda diary-rant- info dump thing. might have some heavy stuff, i'll put trigger warnings tho