My life on crack at 2 am

december 14, 2023

i finsihed sewing one of the eyes on my jiji st math plush for FACS 

we had a concert - chamber orchestra, show choir, and symphonic band performed

show choir i could barely hear them

Strawberries was yelling at some people in her show choir lmao

i feel bad for her

also no fair

people clapped longer for orchestra

i mean they were really good but that's because they can play chords on 1 instrument

:(

anyway the sceince classroom smells like rotting fish 

ew

no perfume could ever cover it up

no wonder the sciecne teacher is wearing masks now

anyway i looked at the window

the closest open-able window is blocked by this weirdass thing in the science room

I'd have to walk all the way behind this one girl and jum pout

and it goes right to concrete

I'd have to climb down

and people would see me

AA Sports Kid was spinning around on the weird wobbly stool in history and bro FELL OFF

one of my sort-of friends (imma call her Vampire because she wrote a story abt a vampire) gave a secret santa gift to another one of my sort-of friends (gonna call this girl Giggle Girl because she laughs a lot)

it was a crochet amigurumi turtle that she made (it wa sso ooo cutteee)

i really want to make plushies of my OCs

im lazy though

i dont go tthe time to sew 200 plushies

if i do, I'll make Stargazer first, then Cevender, then Evan (so i can make them kiss irl yeyay) 

so probably just my nonhuman OCs

probably gonna use fleece?

i cannot make patterns for the life of me though

i tried designing a pattern for a technoblade plush last year and i screwed up so baddd

my mom wont help me, she's like "this is why i like crochet more than sewing, and trial and error leads to learning" or smth but yk in vietnamese

that's just for 3d plushies that can stand on their own

im too stupid to make those

when i have money (and am an adult) i might commission someone to make professional versions

i'll probably make the weird flat plushies like the ones you make in school (like the one i made of Fury)

it's decent

idk man

also i learned invis stitch which is more convenient than turning your plsuh inside out

maybe not

sometimes all i can think about is losing weight

sometimes it feels like the only way is to cut off the fat (obviously not going to do that dw)

anywya i went on a wlak with my mom 

it was ok

wait

im actualyl stupid

i cant believe i had to watch a youtube video to realize

but i can just trace the pattern from plushies i've bought