My life on crack at 2 am

Friday, January 5, 2024 (pt 2)

ughh lexia's comprehension is SOOO ANNOYING!!!

literally it tells me abt the vcv rule (if a consonant is dividing two vowels, you separate the syllables before the consonant)

AND THEN IN THE WORD "majesty" IT DIVIDES IT LIKE THIS: maj/est/y

like?? hypocrite much???

then again idk if it applies to all words because i dont pay attention to that stupid site

we did a noredink too

we had to do an email with all the "commonly confused words" (fml i dont confuse these dumbass words, i learned the difference btwn all of them by the time i was in 3rd grade)

here's mine: (jimmy john is just a random name i came up with)

MY ENGLISH TEACHER MADE US LEARN ABOUT. FUCKING. PREFIXES AND SUFFIXES.

like???????? she actually thought we didnt know those cuz she didnt learn abt them??? until like a year after our grade????????/

GIRLYPOP I LEARNED ABT THIS SHIT IN 2ND GRADE

im literally barely awake in english

at least my math teacher teaches us stuff we actualy don't know

and she's actually nice abt stuff and understands that we're tired

the solving systems is super annoying though

in PE i noticed that i lost my chocolate frog pin and i almost cried because i paid 35 dollars for the pack with it

ive been losing stuff so mcuh

before winter break i also lost a panda croc thingy in the fucking public library (it fell off so i popped it back in but then i think it fell off again because i was too stupid to hold it in my hand and bring it home)

ok i changed my mind about volleyball it's not the worst sport but i still dont like it

the PE teacher sent 3 children into the hallway (the annoying ones)

one of them (the one that yelled at me for kicking him earlier in the year) was trying to crawl out of the hallway (bro was sprawled on the floor)

the weight room smells so bad

when the PE teacher was demonstrating the squat and shoulder press one of the dudes in the hallway was silently screaming "GYATT" and being weird

i did the leg extension thing (the most i did was 25 pounds) Other Friend did 85 and Heart's (ex??)friend did like 100

at lunch Strawberries said she didn't like food anymore

i had a phase like that before winter break (think the time i wrote a long ass rant, i think december 9th?), but eating my family's food made it better (bringing food to school just dont compare because i cant bring noodle soup to school)

if she gets an eating disorder im gonna fall on the ground and sob

the seating test is nextg week i think? and it's actually something i've played before and super easy but i keep messing up the rhythm in this one place and also the volume (mp to forte)

(this is paraphrasing, in case you haven't noticed, I paraphrase most things so that 1 it doesn't reveal anyone's personal info and 2 because i have a bad memory)

Band teacher: You're gonna have a sub next week, so just do what they say. I want a good review so I know that no one will be a problem on the field trip at the end of the year

Kid: *says something*

Band teacher: I kNOw I'm gonna be crying so hard that I won't be able to see you guys

Band teacher: I think most of you will be able to handle the sub, I just hope a few individuals will be able to as well

Band teacher: Don't assume who those kids are, I just need to be sure that you'll be fine on the field trip since you won't be with me and I won't be with you

Kid: *says something*

Band teacher: Yes, I'll be crying super hard there too

i made myself practrice the seating test piece and then i was thinking about the flutes and this one baritone player girl who's friends with Midnight and then i started crying for some reason

i only practiced for like 7 minutes but it's better than nothing (i got mad because i couldn't play at the right volumes, i was too loud)

and also the band teacher said we need to breATHE in the right places (where he made us mark the breathing thing) and he'll be looking for that and my lungs are bad at doing their job and i cant hold my breathhhh

ok i just googled "dragonborn oc"

WHY DO SO MANY OF THEM HAVE TAILS???

DRAGONBORN DO NOT HAVE GODDAMN FUCKING TAILS