Schumini's sister

part 28

"Because he asked if he could join me and I want him here." I say back to Lando.

"I'm really sorry for what happend yesterday bro, shouldn't have treated you like that." Shawn says to lando genuinly.

"I don't care." Lando says as he looks mad at me.

"Lando grow up." I say to him as he looks even madder now.

"Grow up? seriously, he got mad at me yesterday for absolutely nothing." Lando says mad.

"Don't talk to her like that, you wouldn't want me to aswell." Shawn says to lando.

"can we just get into the taxi, please." I say as we all get into the taxi.

The whole ride in the taxi was silent. You could just cut the tension with a butter knife. After a while we get to the airport and we just get through the paparazzi and straight to the plane.

"Guys I really just want everything to be right, please." I say cutting the long silence.

"I agree." Shawn says as he sees the way I look.

"You want everything to be right? Funny." Lando says as he looks at me.

"I'm really sorry lando but what did I do?" I ask him with a sad look on my face.

"You know we didn't have to get back to go on the sim." Lando confesses.

"But why are we going back to monaco?" I ask him feeling confused and sad.

"I had planned a fun 2 days for us, with all the things you like. We'll I guess we won't be doing that." Lando says looking mad.

"Lando I'm sorry. We can do them after jeddah. And you could've said so I wouldn't have said yes to Shawn." I say as I look at lando.

"You like her, like I like her. Don't you?" Shawn asked lando to understand him better.

"Ofcourse I fucking love her. I can't fucking help it and I hate it!" Lando says raising his voice.

"Lando, I-I'm sorry. In a different universe this would all be okay. But this would ruin us." I say as my feelings are just everywhere and I don't know what to do anymore.

"Do you love me?" Lando says but I stay silent.
"Lisa do you love me." Lando asks again.

"It's impossible lando." I say as I can't look at him.

"I understand." Shawn says as he looks at me.

"I'm just very confused right now." I say as we all had to put our belts on.

"Do you love me?" Lando asks me again it's like it replaying in my head.

"Ofcourse I love you." I say as I look at him.

"Do you love me like I love you?" Lando asks I'm not looking at him but I could just feel his gaze on me.

"I- I don't know." I say not knowing what is left or right anymore.

"Why won't you give me a chance?" Lando asks me as Shawn suddenly looks in his direction and then straight at me.

"I can't. I worked so hard for this career and I can't just throw it all away." I say as I make straight eye contact with Lando, tears in my eyes as one gets out.

"I'm sorry you are right." Lando says as he gives me a sorry smile.

"I'm sorry I don't want to lose you Lan." I say softly as he went to sit next to me just before we were going to fly away.

"You couldn't chase me away." He says as he grabs my hand knowing I hate flying.

"And I'm really sorry if I ruined your plans." Shawn says as he looks at Lando and Lando looks back at him with half a smile.