senseless thoughts in a senseless draught; in the pit of a cherry at the bottom of my trashcan
under my nails is the only place you reside; the only place you can be, or you'll get to my head and you'll ever leave.
you deserve more than you let yourself have
you live alienated from this world
and I know I can be the light that guides you in
I am selfish, you are mean
I am weak
and I crumble
like a cookie in your tea
(reply to me.)
you call yourself something you are not
or something you pretend to be
you feel strange to the touch
I can crack you open
if you'd let me.
tell me what you really think
what you really feel
I want to touch you, it's weird to admit.
I want to feel everything you are
inside and out
show me where you're from, then.
you call yourself an alien; show me where you're from
maybe I've been there before
and we can talk
until you melt in my arms
I will follow you wherever you go
if you'd let me, I could bring light into your darkest days,
I want to swallow your tongue
kiss your pupils and eat them whole
I want to touch places you didn't know you had
and merge your flesh into mine
reach into your soul
and leave my name
with a marker pen
something you can't wash off
so you'll long for my touch
my tongue
and my love,
I could be the light
if you need me be
(let me be the manic pixie dream
that takes you out of your comfort zone
and show you the world
in a way that can't be replicated without me
let me give you something
so you'll always miss me
when I'm not there)
think of me
in your despair,
love.
