I wish that talking to me would be a moment of peace in his busy life.
and that he'd hope to see my messages and long for my name to show up so he could forget all of his worries.
I wish that he'd stare at his phone for hours (like I do) and wait to see typing appear under my name.
I wish that a load would be taken off his chest
and I wish that he'd feel happy.
it feels narcissistic to think of, and I'm so, so sure that it's the opposite- if he even cares at all-
that he dreads to see my name and all I really do is stress him out.
I wish he'd want me a little more though.
I wish he'd text me random details about his day so he'd get to talk to me (like I do.)
I wish he'd think of me
at least sometimes.
I wish he'd like me a little more.
this is pathetic, I know.
