My Little Penguin

Chapter Thirteen

Becca's POV

The second Catt pressed her lips to my hair, I felt fireworks shoot through my body. Out of nowhere, I felt a burst of confidence shoot through me. "C-Catt, can I-I tell y-you someth-thing?" Catt nodded and I took a deep breath.

"C-Catt, I-I'm, um, I-I'm...l-lesbian," I choked out, scared of what her reaction would be. But all she did was smile. She fucking smiled. "That's awesome, Becca!"

I felt a smile form on my face and a blush rise to my cheeks. Maybe...no. I sigh and look down, still blushing. What was going through her head, I had no idea. She's probably freaked the fuck out because holy shit now she's gonna hit on me. I mean, I won't unless Catt pulls the first move. But...that didn't go as planned.

Catt pulled my chin up, looked into my bloodshot blue eyes, and kissed me. It didn't take long for me to process what was going on so I kissed back almost the second she bagan kissing me.

After God knows how long, she finally pulled away, mumbling, "We need to check on Asher," almost robatically. I sighed and picked myself up off the ground, trudging over to the play pin, picking the baby up. His wide blue eyes looked up at me in wonder as he started chewing on his fist. I giggled slightly and poked his belly.

"You st-still look tired, b-baby. D-Do you w-wanna sleep o-or st-stay awake," I asked rhetorically. All I got in responce was a small ahh and a tiny raspberry. I laughed before rocking him back and forth. "Y-You're so c-cute Ashy. I-I wish m-momma could b-be here, b-but I guess I-I am y-your m-momma, huh, b-baby b-boy," I mumbled quietly before looking down. It sti hadn't sunken in that our mom was gone and I now had a child to raise.

"I'm gonna run to the store to get a few things, do you need anything," Catt asked. "M-More diapers a-and formula. O-Oh, and s-some m-milk, too, please. I-I'll g-give you m-money t-to pay f-for the s-stuff I-I need."

Catt shook her head, "No, it's fine. You can just pay me back later, okay? Right now, focus on Asher and finding a god babysitter. Oh, and if you want, you can have Michael and Zanyia over."

Her response came out slightly rude at the last part, as if she didn't want to be there anymore. "O-oh...o-okay." I looked down before adding the last part without stuttering or even trying to cover it up. As if Catt gave me the power to be slightly more confident

"I'm sorry."

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Damn that was short. I'm sorry guys, I was trying to make it longer bit I just couldn't do it. It should be longer by Thursday, so maybe it'll get better with Catt's chapter. Idk I felt like I needed Catt's imput on this but ya know, when I was with her today, her and her boyfriend wouldn't stop making out. So yeah. Love y'all, peace out girl scout!
-Becca