My Little Penguin

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Becca's POV

I layed in my bed alone for the first time in a long time, staring at the ceiling. My mind thinking over and over the things that happened today. Today was supposed to be one of the greatest days of my life. I met the band that literally saved my life.

I had so much fun with Kellin and Gabe but really all I did was worry about Catt and get jealous when she wasn't around me. I was constantly getting this feeling in my stomach that something wasn't right. It's a good thing too. Obviously she had something going on with Jesse.

My hands suddenly felt sweaty and it wasn't until then that I realized that my hands were clenched into tight fists. I decided to calm down and try and sleep but after sitting still for a good 20 minutes with no changes, it became clear that I wasn't going to get any sleep until I handled this.

--Earlier today--

I stood before my girlfriend with my arms crossed. She was explaining to me how she "let Jesse down"

"I explained to him that 1. I am indeed a lesbian. 2. I set the whole day up with them for you. And 3. that-" she trailed off a little and took a deep breath like she was going to say something important.

And then she said it.

"That I love you." her face turned a light pink and her eyes fell to the floor. In that moment, I wanted nothing more than to run into her arms and never let go. I did love her but I was always afraid of saying it. I had to refrain though. As cute as her confession was, I didn't believe that she wasn't involved with Jesse at all.

I stood my ground and didn't move.

"I th-think y-you sho-should g-go home an-and l-let m-me th-think ab-about e-everything." Her shoulders dropped as did her jaw.
She then took a deep breath and bit down on her jaw, something she does when she's angry but is trying to hold it in.
"Okay." She said quickly and then made her way up the stairs and came back down within 5 minutes with all her stuff from my bedroom and bathroom.
"Call me when you realize the truth and just how stupid this whole situation is." She said and with that she walked out the door. I stood in my spot until I heard her car pull out of the driveway and down the street.

--Present--
I grabbed my phone off the nightstand and opened the drawer, revealing a small sheet of paper with Kellin's phone number on it along with a small note.
Whatever you need, I'm here. Stay strong, princess.
xx -Kellin Quinn

I copied the number into my dial pad and pressed the call button, bringing the phone to my ear and waited for the familiar shrill to stop.

A groggy voice came onto the receiver after about 10 seconds.

"Hello?" Kellin's voice was deep and raspy. I suddenly felt sorry but took a deep breath, making an attempt to put a limit on the stutter.

"Oh I'm sorry, did I wake you up?"

"Uhm, who is this?" I had forgotten he didn't have my number in his phone yet.

"Oh sorry, it's Becca from earlier today."

"Oh Becca! Hey princess! What's up? You know it's like 3am?" He let out a yawn.

"Yeah I'm sorry. I have been up thinking about Catt and Jesse. I made her go home because I seriously think they have something going on maybe texts or something. Do you think I could talk to him? Please Kellin?" I ranted. He paused for a moment, taking in all the information.

I then heard shuffling and then footsteps.
"Hold on a second and lemme wake him up."

"Oh thank you Kellin! You're amazing!"

"Anything for you. Let me know how everything goes okay?"

"Okay."

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So this is me writing in Becca's POV. I found someone else to write with me thankfully and to t own blessing she's already in the fucking story. Thank you bearded baby jebus!! I'm not gonna tell you who it is yet but the next POV will be their's. Love you guys and thanks for sticking with me through all of this. You're all amazing.
Stay Sweet!
-Kitty