My Little Penguin

Chapter Thirty

Emily's POV

I was sitting on my bed and writing another part of a song, trying to keep my mind on something besides my situation. I went to grab my guitar from the foot of my bed when I heard the door open and talking in the distant. A few seconds go by and then I heard my mom yell my name.
"Coming!" I scream and run down the hall, around the corner, and down the stairs to the front of the house. I found my mom and the oh so beautiful Catt standing at the door.
"Thanks mom," I say and then turn to the figure standing outside my door.
"So do you have like a last minute babysitting job that only the professionals can take care of?" I ask and then realized that her eyes were a bit red and puffy. Through her obvious sadness she laughed but quickly returned her face to the glom Catt that I see way to often.
"No, can we talk...alone" She said looking in the door at my mom who was in the living room watching some cheesy old romance movie.
"Oh uhh sure do you want to come in?" I asked and then realized that I was in nothing but pajama shorts that stop inches after they start, and a baggy T-shirt with no bra on.
"No can we just talk outside for a minute?" Her anxiousness was starting to scare me a little.
"Of course." I finally say back, I stepped into some flip flops that were beside a box and go outside with her, shutting the door behind me. We both sit down and there was an awkward silence for a second then she speaks.
"Okay I'm sorry I bugged you but my girlfiriend is mad me cause she thinks I'm cheating on her with Jesse and that's straight up delusional cause I'm gay and it wasn't my fault he was in the shower and she thinks I'm cheating but if I was why would I arranged for her to meet Sleeping With Sirens and I love her some much but she's driving me crazy because quitting smoking is really hard!" She says in one whole breath. If she wasn't so worried about her girlfriend I would have told her how sexy I thought her American accent was, but I clearly had different things to deal with.
"Okay slow down, what are you talking about?" I ask.
"Sorry, okay so what happen was I was able to get Sleeping With Sirens to meet Becca and I before they went on tour." She said then paused.
"Keep going." I said.
"When we went back to Becca's house I went to take a shower cause when we were eating ice cream the guys got it all over me. Lo and behold when I was taking the shower Jesse walks in and just had to admit his undying love for me while I was butt naked and had shampoo in my hair. I told him to leave and we'd talk about it when I got out. When I got out I went to the kitchen and found Jesse there pacing. I explained to him that I only liked him as a friend and that's how it was going to stay." She said then took a breath.
"I dont understand, why is she mad at you if you told him you were uninterested." I asked.
"I don't know, but I'm not finished." She explained as she adjusted her Sleeping With Sirens T-shirt which didn't surprise me.
"Continue" I said.
"When they all left she wanted to talked to me and she told me that she thinks I'm cheating on her. I then gave plenty of good reasons why I wasn't but I guess she didn't buy it cause she told me to leave, and that leads me to now." She said pulling her hair out of her face.
"Well that is a lot to take in. What do you think is going to happen?" I say.
"I don't know that's the problem." She says clenching her hands.
"It will be fine I'm sure, just give it time?" I say placing my hand on her's.
"Okay, thank you Em's." She said grabbing hold of my hand as well.
"So how's your life been?" She asks looking up. It's cheesy but her eyes do sparkel, but maybe it's just the tears which I hadn't noticed the whole time because of the fact that her head was down most of the conversation.
"Uhh it's been fine." I say letting go of her hand and wrapping my arms around my knees.
"Come on you can tell me." She said turning to face me.
"It's nothing really." I say looking away from her.
"Emiiiillllyy, please." She said as she grabbed my arm and shook it ravenously.
"Fine, fine, fine I'll tell you." I say as I gave in.
"Yay! Express away." She said.
"Okay...I found out my girlfriend was cheating on me." I said.
"Oh I'm sorry, how'd you find out?" She asked as her expression turned into plesently intrigued.
"I was looking on the profile of this guy who I had my suspicions about, and I was looking under his pictures and found a picture of them kissing." I say.
"Okay so lots of people take picture of them selves kissing some one else it doesn't mean anyth....okay even I know that's bull shit. But what if it was like an old picture?" She asked.
"No it was dated to yesterday, plus he had his hand up her shirt, and I saw tongue!" I said in an angry rage. I don't like crying in front of people so I just turn it into anger.
"Wow okay calm down, have you broken up with her yet? She asks.
"No I just found this out about an hour ago and I've been trying to figure out what to do." I say.
"Let me rephrase that, why haven't you broken up with her!" She screamed.
"Ouch and I don't know okay, I just don't want to let her go." I said putting my legs down and placing my hands in my lap.
"I'm sorry." She says doing the same gesture I did before to comfort her.
"I should just go out with the same guy and have her find out." I said.
"Wait what, I thought you were gay." She said with a slightly confused look on her face.
"No I'm bisexual." I say tilting my head.
"Ohhhh okay." She says.
"Yeah I wish I could just be with you all this wouldn't be so complicated." I said then immediately wanted to smack my self for saying it.
"Really, you'd want to date me?" She asked.
"Yeah I would." I did it again.
"Oh." She said, I could see her cheekes were turning red.
"Your cheeks, they're turning red" I say placing my hand on the aside of her face. I hadn't realized how close we got.
"Oh." She said brining her hand up to mine. I was so close I could smell the shampoo she used. Our eyes were gluded there almost as if we'd be betraying the other if we looked away. We started moving closer and closer...

Okay hi guys if you haven't heard I'm the new one on the block. I'm going to apologize in advanced if some of the details are off. Anywhozzies, I hope you like Emily's POV and until next time bi...haha see what I did there...jk

-Shorti