Boy across the street (KSM/HHJ)

twenty-seven

Seungmin PoV

My heart was beating wildly against my chest, my breathing was still hot and heavy, which was the same with Hyunjin. He looked at me worried like he wanted to make sure everything was okay. Maybe he was afraid that this was too much for me. 

But it was exactly right what he did a few minutes ago. 

I wanted to reassure him that I was fine so I hesitantly stroked his arm and he smiled. "I'm going to take a shower," he said after his breathing regulated and I just nodded. He picked up his clothes from the floor after getting up and walked out of my room. 

I pulled my blanket towards me and hugged it. My face felt hot, everything felt hot. My mind wandered to what had just happened and I didn't know how to hanlde it. It overwhelmed me. 

I had to tell someone, which was why I picked up my phone and texted Changbin. I didn't text him any details, just what had happened. I knew he wouldn't reply since it was late and he was in his deep sleep but my chest lightened as I sent the message. 

After I had composed myself, I got up, put on something to sleep in, changed my bed covers and crawled under my blanket. I was so exhausted that I couldn't think about anything except sleep. 

And Hyunjin... 

He was everywhere in my mind. Everything revolved around him and it drove me crazy. In a positive way but also in a negative way. 

It all happened so quickly and so suddenly and I didn't know if it was a good thing or not. 

At first me and Hyunjin were just strangers who went to the same school and happened to live across the street from each other, but we quickly became so much more and it overwhelmed me. Because I just wanted to know how exactly he thought of me, whether he thought of me the same way I thought of him or not.

As my eyes closed I heard a gentle knock on my door so I said "mh" and blinked at Hyunjin who opened the door. "I just wanted to say goodnight," he whispered and I hesitantly whispered back, "Y-Yeah goodnight Hyunjin."

He wanted to close the door again but I stopped him. "H-How about you sleep here just for today?" I said quietly and despite the darkness I could see that he was smiling broadly.

But I turned to the wall and tried to ignore what I had just said. It was embarrassing but I wanted it that way. He also lay down on the bed and only his presence made me melt.

He quietly asked, "Can I hug you?" I wanted to scream into my pillow because I wasn't used to this closeness and affection, but I still nodded and the next moment I felt him put his arm around my waist and his warm breath on my neck.

As if it were an impulse, I moved a little closer and closed my eyes. I had the feeling that I could fall asleep without worrying as close as he was to me. It was like he was protecting me from the nightmares I had almost every night. And soon I fell asleep. In his arms and his warmth.

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I slowly opened my eyes and the sun's rays blinded me, so I closed them again and turned away. Normally my alarm clock always went off before the sun reached the point in the sky where it shone into my room. I slowly opened my eyes again and looked at a sleeping Hyunjin.

At a sleeping prince. He was so beautiful. His lips looked soft and he looked so innoced in his sleep.

I could have fallen in love with him all over again.

We lay a little different than when we fell asleep, but we were still very close. I shifted to his side to reach for my phone but felt severe stabbing pain in my pelvic area.

I groaned and managed to grab my phone to look at the clock and when I saw what time it was I quickly sat up not caring about my pain.

The next moment I hit Hyunjin on the arm to wake him up, but he just mumbled something and turned away from me but I hit him again. Harder than I wanted.

He looked at me confused and I said, "We're going to be late for school!"

"That's no reason to hit me like that!"

"But I'm never late. Never."

He sighed and shook his head as he then said, "It's just school Minnie. Let's not go today, you're in pain anyway aren't you?"

I could feel my cheeks getting warm and red so I looked away from him. "O-Okay lets stay home b-but this is the only time we do this," I stuttered and I knew he was smiling or grinning again.

"Don't act like you never skip classes with Minho and Changbin," he said, straightening up as well.

"But these are just classes, not a whole school day!" I complained and looked at him again and as I thought he grinned.

I could feel myself getting hungry so I wanted to get up but the older one stopped me. "You Seungmin stay in bed. I'll make us some breakfast," he said and almost jumped off the bed before he went out and ran down the stairs.

"Don't burn down the kitchen!" I exclaimed, leaning back with a sigh.

A broad smile formed on my lips. He did something to me that made me smile like an idiot and I liked it.

I unlocked my phone and turned off the do not disdurp mode, which I turned on every night before I went to sleep, and my phone was full of messages from Changbin.

I had forgotten that I had texted him yesterday about what had happened and when I was about to reply to his many messages he called me.

“Seungmin you had sex?!” was the first thing he said and I rolled my eyes.

"You should be in school Changbin," I replied.

"Well you should be there too." The next moment I heard him chuckle softly and then he said: "So our innocent Seungmin has grown up."

"Shut up, I just shouldn't have told you."

"But you still decided to tell me... So tell me how it was but without details please," he said and I had to take a quick deep breath before I remembered last night.

"It was..."

I took a breath. "It was incredible. Just so perfect. He said it would feel like heaven and it felt like it and even more."

Changbin was about to say something else when Hyunjin came in and said, "I almost burned down your kitchen."

He had two plates with fried eggs and bread in his hand and looked at me.

"Now he's making you breakfast?! Are you really not a couple yet-" Changbin said in my ear but I hung up before he could finish his sentence.

The older one handed me the plate and sat back down on the bed. He started eating and I did the same.

Normally we always talked to each other during breakfast but this time the silence spoke more than a thousand words.

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