Boy across the street (KSM/HHJ)

thirty-two

Seungmin PoV

I woke up in Hyunjin's arms and remembered everything that had happened. My heart was beating much faster than normal and I sat up quickly, causing Hyunjin to squeeze his eyes shut and stretch before opening them. I looked at him slightly perplexed and shocked. "What?" he asked, his voice tired and rough.

"You said you loved me," I said quickly, feeling a blush come to my face.

He grinned at me and pulled me towards him. He placed his hand on my cheek and stroked my bottom lip with his thumb.

"Those lips are mine now," he whispered before pressing his lips gently against mine. I almost melted and wanted this moment to last forever.

Nothing should be allowed to separate us, nothing should destroy this moment. It should just be the two of us and our feelings. When we parted I thought I would feel uncomfortable but when I looked at Hyunjin everything seemed perfect.

I collapsed onto his chest and sighed. "A-Are we a couple now?" I mumbled quietly, hoping a little that he wouldn't hear.

My heart was pounding but I could hear his heart beating just as fast which relaxed me a little.

Our hearts beat in the same rhythm. It was like we were made for each other and I liked it.

His hand gently ran down my back and he whispered, "If you want it as much as I do."

I nodded, sat up and said: "I want to stay by your side. I don't want to say forever because it sounds so unattainable to me, so far away. Forever is a long time, you know? But I want to be with you and Stay as long as you want me to... Can you accept this as a love confession?"

I didn't look at him when I said a those words because I knew how red my face must have been and that was pretty embarrassing.

The older one almost attacked me so that I fell back on the bed and he was on top of me. "Of course I'll take that as a love confession!" he said, smiling broadly. I started laughing, which he did aswell and we burst out laughing.

"You are mine, all mine now!" he said and hugged me tight. I wanted to tell him that he was now mine too, that he could always rely on me, but it wouldn't come out of my mouth. It was like my lips were sealed but he should know how I felt. I hoped so.

It was quiet for a moment until Hyunjin said, "Let's have some breakfast."

"Yes, then you have to get up," I replied, holding his shirt. A murmur that I didn't understand escaped his lips and he sat up.

He put his hand in mine and pulled me into the kitchen with him.

"So what do you want to eat?" I asked him while looking at his beautiful face.

He answered me but I didn't hear what he said because I was lost in his beauty. He was so beautiful, his eyes, his lips, nose, hair, everything. I didn't know how long I looked at him but it seemed like a long time because he repeated what he said three times before I heard it.

"What did you say?" I asked, scratching the back of my head. He laughed briefly and said, "I said I don't care what we eat. We can eat that cereal you have left." 

I nodded, took the cereal and two bowls, shook the cereal in and filled it with oat milk. I gave one of the bowls to Hyunjin and got two spoons. 

"Thanks," he smiled and began to eat.

It was quiet but it was comfortable. Suddenly the silence was broken by my phone ringing. I picked up and Minho spoke: "Can I come to you? My parents found my cigarettes and I don't have the nerve to discuss it with them."

 I thought about it for a moment but then answered yes. The older one hung up and I looked at Hyunjin. "Minho is coming here. He's having problems with his parents right now."

I could briefly see jealousy or something similar in his eyes. I quietly asked, "Is that okay with you?" He nodded slightly and put his and my finished cereal in the sink.

"But before he gets here I want to do this," before I could react he pulled me close and pressed a long kiss on my lips. I closed my eyes and felt a warm feeling throughout my body. It seemed different than usual, like there was more love than usual in this kiss.

We parted our lips but stayed close and he whispered, "When I kiss you it drives me so crazy." 

I grinned a little and replied, "That's my plan. I want it to drive you crazy when you kiss me, when you look at me, when you touch me, because you drive me just as crazy."

Hyunjin smiled and I could swear I saw his cheeks turn slightly pink. He then rested his head with his forehead on my shoulder and murmured, "I'm always much more nervous than you think I am when I'm with you."

A smile formed on my lips and I stroked the back of his head. "That's cute," I replied and we stayed like that for a long time.

When there was a knock on the door, I separated from him and opened the door where Minho came towards me, fell into my arms and hugged me tightly.

"Hey, what's up?" I asked, slightly worried since he barely hugged me so suddenly. "Everything... It's all too much for me Seung," he murmured, not seeming to want to let go of me.

I could feel Hyunjin's gaze on us so I looked at him, expecting him to be jealous but his expression seemed worried.

Worried about Minho.

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