Chapter 79

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Hello friends.

Happy new year to all my friends and readers.

I am sorry for being late. I was busy with my personal issue.

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Naina POV.

Wo raat hamari life ki sabse khubsurat raat thi, hum dono mann se to ek ho chuke the lekin us raat tan se bhi ek dusre ke ho gaye the. Us raat hum dono pure ho gaye the, hamari jhijhak chali gayi thi....ab zindagi me ek alag hi khushiyan aa gayi thi... hamari life khushiyon me beetne lagi thi.

Aur dekhate hi dekhate maine apna PG complete kar PhD me addmission le liya. Sameer nahi chahate the ki mai apni study ko band karu...ghar padhai aur school teeno ko jab manage kar pana mushkil hone laga to mujhe school chhodna pada... Samay ke saath Sameer ki koshish rang layi aur mera depression chala gaya....par Sameer mujhse ye baat chuppa rahe the... lekin sachchai kab tak chup sakti thi...ek din study room ki safai karte waqt meri medical report mere hath aa gayi, mujhe ye jankar bahut bada dhakka laga... phir wo sab moment yaad aane lage jo Sameer ne mujhe depression se bahar nikalne ke liye kiye the...uss din mera pyaar Sameer ke liye aur bad gaya... lekin maine bhi jahir nahin hone diya ki i know everything.... kyonki mai unke aakhon me vahi dar phir se nahi dekhana chahati thi jo Sameer un dino jee rahe the, sirf mere ek chhote se dar aur nasamjhi ki vajah se...mai janti thi, Sameer mujhse bahut pyar karte hai aur mere liye kuch bhi kar sakte hai par wo darawane sapne aur unka gussa mujhe us halat tak le gaya tha...

Mere depression me jaane ki ye aadhi vajah thi... Sameer ke gusse ke saath mujhe ek aur baat thi jo bahut dara rahi thi...wo tha taiji ka gussa aur tane... Jab se maine divorce ka sapna dekha tha mai andar se bahut dar gayi thi, kahi ye baat sach ho gayi to taiji mujhe tane de dekar jeene nahi degi aur chacha ji ko biradari se bahar meri shaadi karne ke liye bahut bura bhala kahengi....aur galti se unhe mere aur Sameer ke pyaar ke baare me pata lag gaya to meri to jaan hi le legi....ye sab baatein mujhe buri tarah se dara rahi thi, mai apna dar kisi se share nahi kar sakti thi aur andar hi andar ghutane lagi thi...jiska result mera depression tha.

Lekin Sameer ka pyaar hi tha jo aaj mai unke saath hun....aise nahi hai ki ab Sameer gussa nahi karte....karte hai par ab mujhe yakin hai, wo kaisi bhi condition ho mujhe nahi chodenge...kabhi nahi.
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Jaise ki ek kahawat hai khushiyon ki umra jyada nahi hoti vaise hi yeh jo hamare chaar saal hai wo bahut ups and down wale rahe... jahan hum saath khush huye to kabhi kuch baaton par ek dusre se naraz bhi huye. Din beete aur hamari shaadi ko ek saal pura ho gaya par us din kuch aisa hua ki wo raat dil me ek tees de gayi... hamesha ke liye.

POV end.

Naina remembered that night and was just about to get lost in the memories of those days, someone's touch brought her back to the present. She turned back to look at the person.

"Sameer....aap." Naina surprised with a perplexed face.

"Kya yaad kar rahi ho janeman..." Sameer asked sitting beside her chair.

"Kuch nahi." She pretended.

"Par tumhari aankhe to kuch aur hi kah rahi hai." Sameer tried to decipher her expression and he snatched her diary from her hands.

As Sameer read first marriage anniversary title, diary fell from his hands. He became restless and tried to get up as something ripped his heart.

Naina kept her hand on his and turned his face to her.

"Sameer....bhul jaiye us raat ko." Naina requested.

"Kya tum bhul paogi." Sameer snapped back.

She suggested with a soft smile. "At least try to kar sakte hai."

Hamara Pyaarजहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें