—beomgyu
I never told you this, Yeonjun, but that day when I returned home after surprising you at volleyball practice, I cried alone. I rushed up to my bedroom as soon as I got home and let the tears fall that I'd been holding in while standing in front of you.
What you said shocked me, how we might get forced apart. I don't ever want us to be apart, Yeonjun. The thought of it scares me by an alarming degree. I can't even bring myself to imagine my life without you; let alone going ahead and living it in your absence. You've had such an impact on me. You've taken up my free time, my thoughts, my purpose, my reason for living. How am I supposed to erase it all in one go, 'should the time come'?
Your sand-washed tousled hair is so beautiful it makes my heart hurt. Your smile is so reassuring that I sometimes copy-paste lame jokes I searched on the internet just to get you to smile for no reason. Your plump, glossy lips that I can't erase the thought of, wondering what they taste like. You should be proud you've had such of an effect on me.
And now you're telling me that there's a chance I won't see you again 'due to unforeseeable circumstances'?
God, I hope that day gets delayed for as long as time allows.
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YELLOW | yj x bg
Fanfictionwhen choi yeonjun, who's desperately clutching onto his childlike wonder but is forced to grow up too fast, falls for choi beomgyu, a carefree spirit incredibly infatuated with the childhood he couldn't have. - a yeongyu fanfic.
