—yeonjun
Truth is, I don't know what my life would have been without you in it. I was depressed as heck, but when you appeared it made my life appear in monochrome rainbow flashing lights rather than black and white like it used to be. And for that, I have to thank you, Beomgyu. Because somedays I'm not having a good day, but those days are precisely when a switch turns on in your mind- a switch to get as hyper as ever. And all I can do is gaze at you in admiration.
It never made me blink twice, how you play with clay and make all these sculptures that I can't even imagine of, or how you spend hours a day trying to solve a single Rubik's cube, or how you listen to our favorite song on repeat. But you really need to start taking off those earphones once in a while, listening to music on that high of a volume is sure to do damage to your ears.
We met 3 years ago, but I want it to last forever. I thought I was the only one who felt the way I do. You were never one to be straight with your emotions, I always had to force them out of you.
Whether it was by sitting outside during lunchtime as you sipped on your orange juice and ate your cheesy hamburger, or reading an excerpt from your favourite children's book to calm you down after a particularly hard day, in that makeshift tent of yours, adorned with fairy lights. But none of them shined brighter than you. They all dim down in comparison to you.
Is it selfish of me to wish that you stayed innocent like this forever? But even so, allow me to be selfish just for once.
Stay like this, Beomgyu. Stay this way forever.
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YELLOW | yj x bg
Fanfictionwhen choi yeonjun, who's desperately clutching onto his childlike wonder but is forced to grow up too fast, falls for choi beomgyu, a carefree spirit incredibly infatuated with the childhood he couldn't have. - a yeongyu fanfic.
