we fell in love in october.

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JJs POV
1 week later

The sexual tension between Emily and I has increased greatly over the course of this week. But I'm glad that we decided to wait so that way it's much more special when it finally happens.

^ that right there is what I've been trying to to trick myself into believing this whole entire week. My brain knows that we should wait and that it'll be more special but my body strongly disagrees. When I say strongly I mean strongly.

None of the team has found out yet. The team being the group chat. Dave named us that after our arcade trip.

I don't know if it's because we've all been busy with school and we haven't had the time to hang out all together, or if they just haven't been paying attention. But I think we're going to let them find out on their own without telling them. Especially with Elle.

I just finished soccer practice and I've been playing great this week. Coach has finally gotten off my back and let me breathe. She does throw in the occasional comments about how bad I did at the Monmouth game but I definitely redeemed myself at the past 2 games.

"Hey JJ." Hotch says as I walk out of the locker room. "Hey! You got practice?" I ask. "Yup. Are you going to Morgan's game on Saturday? It's white out!" He says. "Yes of course. I can't get too fucked up tho I have to leave for Rutgers the next morning I have a game on Sunday." "Sounds like a plan. Pregame in your room?" He asks.

"Uh.... How about Dave's place!!" I say. Anything but our room. "Okay I'll ask him." He says.

I walk to the parking lot and get in the car with some other girls on my team. I haven't told them about emily either but it's not like I'm scared too. Half of my team members are gay. It's just that I like how it is when nobody is asking 28 million questions.

"Jareau you've been doing great out on the field." Kate says. "Yeah. Even better than usual." Sarah adds. "Thanks guys." I say. I love when the older girls compliment me. It makes me feel like I'm actually good.

"So who's the guy???" Jess says. "What Do you mean?" I laugh. "You were all distracted a few weeks ago and now you're playing better than you played at nationals... and you're playing like that like the daily." Sarah says. "So that means that there has to be a guy??" I laugh. "No. But the always smiling and laughing at texts on your phone during breaks would." Kate says. "Also I've just never seen you this happy. There's gotta be someone." Sarah says.

Well fuck.

"Who is he???"  Kate asks.

"Well he's a she." I say and they all start screaming. "I KNEW IT." Jess yells, " YOU ALL OWE ME A 20."

"What- you placed bets on if I like girls??" I laugh. "No. Jess did. The rest of us thought you were the straightest it gets." Sarah says. "Oh wow thanks." I say sarcastically.

"So who is she?" Kate asks. "You're not getting that information out of me just yet." I say. "Do you love her?" Sarah asks. "Woahhh. We just started dating guys." "Aw that's so cute I'm telling the group chat." Jess says. I didn't even care they were gonna find out eventually

PSU SOCKS ⚽️🥅🏟️ (our team gc)

Jess:
Guys JJ has a secret girlfriend 🥹

Marissa:
JJ??????

Janiyah:
AWWWW OMGGGGGG

Maddy:
That's so cute but hold on I thought she was straight

(Like 15 girls emphasized this message)

Tara (my big):
awwww my little has a gf 🥹 I need all of her information including home address, birth certificate, blood type, and everything else. If she breaks your heart she's dead.

I love how protective Tara can be some times. She really is such a good big and is always there for me whenever I need.

I reply back to maddy's message and said:

So did I but def not anymore 🙃

And then I replied to Tara's message and said:

She's so sweet you would like her.

We pull up to my dorm and I hop out. "Say hi to your girlfriend for me!" Kate yells.

I go up to my room and open the door, Emily's not in here. I frown and I lay down on the bed, I already showered in the locker room so I didn't have to now.

I get underneath the covers and scroll through snap and Instagram a bit before texting emily.

Em ❤️‍🔥

hi sweetheart, where are you?

I send it and wait for a response, she usually texts back right away or within 10 minutes. Nothing.

I scrolled through tik tok for a little bit. I have so much homework to do but I'm so tired. I set a 20 minute alarm so i can take a quick nap.


"Hi beautiful." A soft kiss on my cheek wakes me up. I open my eyes to see Emily. She looks like she just got out the shower. Would explain why she didn't answer.

"Cuddles." I say. "I thought you'd never ask." She climbs into bed and we take each other into our arms. I start to drift back to sleep again as she strokes my hair out of my face gently and places soft kisses on the top of my head.

"Please never leave me." I mumble. "I would never even think about it." She rests her chin on the top of my head.

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