The Love Of Homophobic (BXB)

Chapter 15

Regret

"Are you deaf?" iritadong tanong niya kaya napabalik ako sa huwisyo ko.

Magkalapit parin ang katawan namin kaya tinulak ko siya ng bahagya palayo sa akin at ilang na tumingin sa kaniya, "I was invited to your sister's welcome party."

"Oh, really?" I can feel his insulting tone in his questions. "Then why are you at my room?" dagdag niya at nagbalot ng tuwalya sa lower body niya. Nakahinga naman ako ng maluwag.

"I-I thought it was the bathroom, I was told to go here because the bathrooms downstairs are occupied..." nauutal na paliwanag ko.

He stares at me and grinned, "Or maybe you just want to see me naked, you pervert."

Lumaki ang mata ko at umiling. "No! I apologized if I didn't knock. Hindi ko alam na nandito ka at hindi ko kasalanan na hindi ka nag-lock ng pinto."

He's jaw clenched, and to my surprise, he held my jaw tightly. "So are you saying that's it's my fault? That I'm stupid that I didn't lock my room in my own fucking house?"

Napangiwi ako sa sakit at hinawakan ang kamay niya palayo sa akin. But he's just too strong.

"No, I'm sorry. Please, Zeus, I don't want us to fight..." Nakikiusap kong sinabi. I know I look like a coward at this point, but this is better than fighting him. Kasi alam ko sa huli, matatalo lang ako.

His hands on my jaw loosen up, and he stares at my face. Hindi na naman ako makatingin ng diretso sa kaniya dahil naiilang ako sa titig niya.

Pakiramdam ko ay pag sasalubungin ko ang malalim na titig niya ay malulunod ako at susunod sa mga gusto niya.

Galit ako sa ginawa niya kagabi and I'm not joking when I say I need a break from him. Pero wala, when it comes to this guy, bibigay at bibigay ako.

Walang sabi-sabing hinila niya ako papasok sa kwarto na 'yon at lumanghap sa akin ang amoy niya.

"Z-Zeus?" nagtataka kong tanong.

"Not a word." he said to shut me up. Ni-lock niya ang pinto at iniwan niya akong nakatayo d'on.

Pumasok siya sa walk-in closet niya at ang mata ko naman ay automatic na lumibot sa kwarto niya.

His room is a mix of a white and gold color palette that extends into the luxurious bathroom, foor-to-ceiling windows in the bedroom offer stunning views, while automated curtains provide privacy at the touch of a button.

A sturdy wooden desk sits in one corner, cluttered with books, a laptop, and various gadgets. Across the room, a comfortable recliner is strategically placed near a flat-screen TV and the bed is neatly made with a simple yet cozy comforter, flanked by a small bedside table stacked with magazines.

Lumabas siya ng closet at nakasuot siya ng black fitted sando at gray na track pants.

Iniwas ko ang tingin ko agad sa kaniya. Kung pwede lang maglaway ngayon, ginawa ko na. He's so handsome.

Dumagdag pa ang magulo at basang buhok niya.

Pinuntahan niya ako sa pwesto ko at hinila papunta sa kama niya. My heart was pounding so loudly because of his actions.

Pinahiga niya ako sa kama at pumatong siya sa akin. 

"Z-Zeus?" I called his name once again.

Hinaplos niya ang mukha ko, "I've been wanting to do this."

"W-What do you mean?" 

"This." aniya at binaba ang mukha niya sa akin. He kissed my lips, and it's so gentle that my tears are forming in my eyes.