My first memories of happiness here were when I first made a friend at this company.
Getting accepted into my dream company was like a dream come true. What kind of chance is this? One in a billion?
I just wish I had been more discreet about my feelings back then. I traveled around a lot, let the whole city use me. But I'll save these story times up for later.
my parents named me Minji, as in „intelligent" and „bright future". I knew it was bullshit since I was never really doing well in school. But that's also, a story for later. I moved back to my mother's hometown with my mom a bit after she divorced my dad. It's been about 7 years. My older and younger sister are staying with my dad in Germany. They had so much to do there. They had friends and school/university. But I? Nothing held me back from leaving that country. I've been living here with my mom for about 2 years now.
After I got accepted into hybe entertainment 3 months ago, I moved to Seoul on my own. I'm almost 15 now anyways. It's okay this way. I like being alone, no one bothers me. I still haven't made any friends yet. Maybe it's because I joined way later than they did, but it seems like everyone has been avoiding me. And the ones avoiding me, always give me weird glares. The only time I get bothered are the monthly evaluations. Even tho it stresses me out a lot, i feel safe when it's my turn. Especially in dancing. I want to say this as humble as possible but for the fact that I started dancing like 1 year ago, I'm doing a rlly good Job. I once talked to our dancing coach about it. He said „the others probably avoid you because they're intimidated by you" I don't think it makes much sense since they're a lot better in other categories than I.
Maybe it's my lack of confidence, but if I'm being honest, I can't see myself actually debuting. No matter how good I am. I can't imagine being in a group with people who like me. And to have fans all over the world who support you and defend you, like they've known you their whole life. It seems impossible to me.
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