I may have protected my peace a little too much, Eunchae ignored me today at school when I waved at her, she just rolled her eyes. No one saw me but it's still embarrassing. I don't want anyone to think I'm her fan or something.
School today was kind of boring. I barely talked to anyone. Dongmin was just there for a few hours. But I could still see him with his friend group behind the school building. Most of them were smoking, he was too. But he smiled at me a few times. I wonder, did he also start smoking because of his friends? I know many guys just follow their friends when it comes to smoking or drinking. But Dongmin isn't like that. He's different from them. That's something I learned yesterday. I was afraid of smelling like cigarettes. But my mom didn't smell anything. She wouldn't think that I'm smoking anyway.
The girls in my class also only lightly smiled at me a few times. Class was boring.
Lunch break even more boring but at least I had the chance to watch some Enhypen videos. The group Riki is in. Their debut is supposed to be in the beginning of December so it's almost only a month until then. I'm mad at him. Honestly I can't even stand looking at him. But I'm also watching this for Jay and Jake. I'm over Jay by the way. He's wayyyy out of reach for me. But I'll support him from afar. I know it's because Riki is still not fluent in Korean. But watching him being left out or not talking to his members truly hurts.
After the last class finished I went straight home. Dongmin wasn't in last class so I suppose he went home already or went somewhere with his friends. The weather is again grey and dark. Winter is my favourite season because it's comfortable all the time. Or maybe I just seek comfort in sadness.
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