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Forty Eight

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Opening the door to her connected bathroom, Carter slowly walked towards the sink not even bothering to turn the lights on.

She turned the water on from her sink and just let it run and while looking at herself in the mirror.

Looking at her reflection she started to become disgusted with herself.

She looked extremely tired but that's because she was.

She hasn't slept all week.

Her face looked pale and skinny as if she was dirty but you guess you can say she was.

Besides not sleeping, she hasn't showered nor been eating.

She truly believed- well not believe, she knew she was slowly turning into her old self.

The old Carter, five years ago when Eva passed away.

And lord knows that's not what she wanted but she couldn't help it.

She looked down before turning her faucet off and turning on her heels to go back in her room.

She sat down on the comfy bench like seat that was at the end of her bed.

She placed her head in her hands, thoughts running through her head.

More so negative ones.

"Carter stop!" Milan yelled as Kirah also yelled at her to stop

"Carter please! Stop! You're going to kill him!" Allyiah yelled out watching Carter continue to punch Elliot on the face as blood dripped terribly out if his nose and mouth covering his whole entire lower face

Carter cringed and winced as the flashback ran through her head.

Never would she say this before but she felt like a fucking monster.

From putting her hands on her little brother to damn near beating her ex brother almost to death.

That wasn't her and it scared her a bit.

She knew it scared her family and friends a bit too.

It's been officially a full week since the baby shower and her run in with Elliot.

Since then, she's been lowkey and keeping to herself. She hasn't shown her face to sister or homeboys.

Isaiah hasn't been home since the night she blew up on him about slipping up and having unprotected sex. She knew he was at Kirah's place so he was safe but it still hurt knowing that he refused to come home because she had hurt his feelings.

And most importantly Kirah.

She wasn't sure if any one has hit her line since then because her phone has been turned off since that night.

She was ashamed and embarrassed.

Ashamed of her actions.