ᴏᴍɴɪꜱᴄɪᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴏᴠ
ᴀᴛʟᴀɴᴛᴀ, ɢᴇᴏʀɢɪᴀ
ᴀ ᴡᴇᴇᴋ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ
"Yeah I'm dead." Kirah said pacing back and forth of her therapist office
"Kirah, sit down." Dr. Jackie says softly
"I can't, Jackie. I cant!" She exclaimed holding her head
"I'm fucking dead. She's going to kill me when she finds out. Well when I tell her." She sighed rambling
"Jackie this might actually be your last time seeing me. The next time will be in my casket that'll be rolling six feet under the ground."
Dr. Jackie shook her head "She's not going to kill you."
"You don't know that! You don't know her like I do even though we've only know each other for two months. She's told me about the people she grew up with back in New York. True fucking killers. I'm sure it's nothing to get my head blown off."
"Oh and her best friend? He's from London and he was part of a big drug dealing gang years ago- oh my god he's going to kill me and ship my body to London. And nobody will know! Oh my god." She cried harder not caring that her makeup from earlier was most likely fucked up by now
Jackie grabbed two Kleenex and handed them to Kirah.
She gladly took them before dabbing her eyes before Jackie stood up and gently rubbed her back.
"Kirah, please sit down so we can talk about this. You're just going to worry yourself more with the way you're acting." She says motion her hand to the couch
Kirah nods her head before sitting down and Jackie sat back down in her chair.
"Take a deep breath and relax."
Kirah nodded her head once again and slight blew her nose. She was really in the office crying like a toddler.
But nonetheless she took a deep breath and calmed down a bit.
"Now tell me what happened? I barely heard any thing when you walked in with you talking so fast."
"I had sex with Carter. I had unprotected sex with someone who I didn't disclose my status to. I'm such a bad person. This is horrible." She says patting her eyes with a new tissue
Her eyes widened for a second "Can't I go to jail for this? Oh my god." She started to cry all over again
"Okay Kirah, calm down. Yes, you can go to jail only if there's proof that you purposely planned to have sex with her in an evil way. You had to have slept with her intentionally trying to give it to her. Which I'm sure that wasn't the case."
Kirah immediately shook her head "No of course not."
"You're on medication meaning you're taking good measures to make sure you don't spread it. It was a mistake. Mistakes happen all the time, you two obviously just caught up in the moment."
"Dr. Jackie, we always get caught up in the moment but it never gets this far. I can't afford to just get tipsy and make mistakes like this when I have HIV."
