SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

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Shehnaaz was so lost in thoughts but still held Sid's hand and looked down as if to stop herself from crying. Her whole life was crushing down and the ground beneath her feet was not even there.

They heard a loud commotion from the garden area, as Sidharth was slipping out of her grip and was about to go and do something wrong, Shehnaaz tightened the grip and said,

Sana- Wahan kuch log chaahte hai ki tu kuch galat kare aur nikal jaaye iss show se. Please samajh. Shaant hoja( her voice breaking) Koi matlab nahi banta..wo apna character dikha rahi hai tum log react karoge toh wo roz ese sab bolegi aj mein kal ko tu...mein nahi sunn paungi tere baare kuch bhi...fir mein nikal jaungi idhar se kuch gandaa karke acha lagega?

Sidharth was shocked listening to her being so mature right now, but he was not ready to let go that easily. He hugged her so tightly that he could feel her scars painted on his skin. Breaking the hug, he said looking at her eyes.

Sid- I don't fucking care abhi mein kuch nhi sochna chaahta...acha thik h saath chal mere...m bas sununga uski bakwaas aur kitna neeche wo gir skti h.

Sana didn't say any longer because if she had she couldn't have controlled her tears and once she would have started crying, she knew how this was gonna end... Ivs and tablets she is sick of all of it.

Meanwhile,

Rashmi- this isn't done, Shefali. How could you do this to a person? Insaniyat v nhi h kya. React karana hi tha na tereko Sana sabse achi and easy target thi usko hasaa hi deti wo kisiko ignore v ni kr paati yaar. This is not done

Maheera- ap bahut zyada bol gayi itna ni bolna chahiye tha. Kisike itne personal baat itne gehri chizon kyu yun uchalna? Ye apka character bata raha hai uska nahi

Asim- aap kaun hote ho usko itna sab bolne wali han? Jhagde humare v hote h par chi man this is not done. This is all shit. U r a piece of shit Shefali Bagga. Bhuki ho tum iss show m aane k liye ye dikhta h tumhara asliyat

Listening to all of this, Sana has a slight smile, thinking maybe for a fraction of a second she felt like she has a family maybe she deserves to be loved and then...

Shefali- are toh meine kuch jhooth thodi bola hai. Facts and figures k saath toh bata rhi hu. Ab Shehnaaz ko hi pucho ki ye sab sach h ya nahi. Acha chodo present ka toh thik h allowed nahi par past ka puchlo, pucho usse ki wo suicide krna chahti thi ya nahi? Wo ghar se pheki hui hai ya nahi? Aur Sid wo apne maa baap ki saggi nahi hai sahi kaha tha tumne wo saggi hi nahi hai toh kahan se saggi banegi, saali dustbin se uthayi hui ladki. Kese yahan pahunch ke bethi h wo v Shukla ka haath pakad ke, bhai kismatt ho toh esi

Sid came in front of Sana and said,

Sid- Bhagwan ko shukriya kar tu ek aurat hai agar tu ek mard hoti na toh ab tk...saali tere ghar wale...

Sana cut him short with a loud sound

Sana- Chupp kr jaa tu ek dum. Tu bolke aya tha na bahar tujhe dekhna hai ki wo kese girti hai tu kyun gir rha hai? Chup kar jaa ek dum.

Shefali- hahahahaha...kaun gira hua mein ya tu?

Sana slightly pushed Sid from her vision and looked at Shefali

Cutting everyone's voice down Bigg boss announced

Biggboss apko batana chaahte hai ki Shefali Bagga ka task aap sabse reaction nikalwane ki abaadi ab samaapt hoti h ap logon ne samay samapt se pehle unke baton pe react krke unko ghar pe wapas bulaa liya hai. Toh ab Shefaali bagga wapas iss ghar ki sadashya ke roop m aa chuki hai.

Asim- Shit man..this is absolute shit

Arti- I am sorry meine bht control karne ki try ki yaar

Rasmi- I am sorry for the same yaar Sana par this was so wrong

Sidharth and Asim were unapologetically angry and were fuming with hot blood in their heads

Sidharth by breaking his tie with Sana's hands walked towards Shefali who was standing with a smirk looking at Shehnaaz, who was just standing at the door lifeless but yet head held high.

Sidharth came blocking Shefali's front view and then

Sid- Agar tu bahar milti na mereko toh kya hota mein bata v nahi skta tereko. 

Shefali- Apke bhalayi k liye boli h meine samjho...tumhare maa aur tumhare beheno se toh nhi mili par unka v wahi kehna hoga ki...

Sid- mere maa aur beheno ka toh naam bhi apne zabaan pe matt le aur rahi baat Shehnaaz ki toh kaun kya soch rha h dekh raha h agr mujhe usse fark padta toh mein aj tere muh hi na lagta samjhi.

Arti- Sehnaaz at least beth jaa idhar plz. Shehnaaz...Sanaa

Arti shook her when she was just staring at Shefali with thousands of voices in her head and standing there lifeless.

Rashmi- Sidharth usko chod yaar Shehnaaz ko lekar andar jaa

Sidharth was suddenly in a worrying zone, now that Sana can react, he doesn't know how to handle her. He went and called for her grabbing her and bending to her eye level 

Sid- Baby...baby akele m bethna hai tujhe? Han? Bethna hai?

Sana- Haan mein washroom se hokar aati hu.

Everybody thought of giving her space and went inside the house. She came to the washroom and sat on the bed thinking and not thinking about anything at the same time. She was not crying nor did she feel like she wanted to talk. She felt foreign in her own skin.

After a minute the door opened and Sid walked in, he handed her a water bottle and asked if she needed something else.

Sid- aur kuch chaiye tereko? Mein? (To lighten up her mood a bit, he gave her a full-fledged smile and asked genuinely)

Sana just looked up at his red eyes sensing that it was not easy for him as well and held his hand not saying anything as if she was scared that she might say something that could take him far from her. She just kept looking at him with a lot of fear when her breathing got uneven.

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