SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

17. Sher Ki Sherni

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She took a long deep breath and came back from her trail of thoughts and saw Maheera crying listening to all of this. She then hung up the phone and came running to hug Sana. Every housemate has tears in their eyes. Sid was continuously playing the same line in his head, "Depression ki treatment chal rahi thi toh mujhe neend ki goliyaan milti thi aur ek din meine ek saath 20 goliyaan nigal li...rabb di meher hai mein bachh gayi"

Sid (in mind)- how could she? Agar usse sachi kuch ho jaata toh? Agar Shehbaaz sahi time pe naa aata toh? Wo itni tuti huyi si hai andar se aur sabko hasati rehti hai? Kisiko ek minute ke liye nahi pata lagne deti ki uske kitne dard chupe huye hai. Meine usse kitna naive aur immature samjha tha aur turned out that she is literally a sherni...Meri Sherni...SHER KI SHERNI

Sana- meine emotional kar diya sabko haen?

Sid came towards her in a hurry and took her in his embrace, hugging  her tightly and said in her ears

Sid- I am so proud of you. So so proud of you. Not just for what you did here in the task but sab chiz ke liye. I... (Sid was hesitant to say those three words so soon wondering if he would make any mistakes and analyzing)

In the meantime, Sana, who didn't need her Bebu's words to hear those words as her ears were on his chest and she could listen to his heartbeats, her favourite song currently. She said slowly without moving from the hug...

Sana- I love you too (whispering, but there was so much sincerity in her tone that no one could ignore) 

Sid felt more love for her as she could read his unspoken words.

Sid- Sachi m so proud of you sweetheart. Tune bahut acha kiya...bahut acha...aur ye luxury budget ke liye nahi tha thik hai..ye tha ki ab tum puri tarah se aage badh sakti ho ab tumhe kuch chizein bahar ajayegi toh kya hoga koi kesa kya bolega ka darr nahi hoga tumne khud apni kahani sabko bataa ke ye saabit kar diya hai ki tumhare past ka bhaar tum nahi leke chal rahe ho. Samzi na? You have moved on from that shitty life very well aur tum bahut strong ho ye dikhta hai isse.

Sana- Thankyou mera kullu baccha. Tere bina nahi kar paati mein. Tune banaya mereko itna strong

Sana knew that he couldn't confess her "I love you". She wanted to understand his situation but the more she thought, the more she cried inside her mind and stood strong in his arms, feeling the pain but yet feeling the security she had never felt before with anyone. She felt so lucky to get to know him in this house and also, to have him in her life. He let her hug him for longer than usual because it had been enough days when she acted like she didn't care but deep down he knew that it was bothering her. Her past coming out on national television, her being character assassinated, testing her patience and him not confessing his real feelings to her. He knew it all.

Later that night,

Sana- so gaya kya? yaad hai tu jab captain banaa toh Vishal aur Shefali Zariwala ne tujhe vote kiya tha?? Toh meine tere liye pitch kiya hua tha ki usko vote dena captain ke liye kyunki agle hafte se wo royal elite wala week hai par mujhe unhe wo nahi batana tha aur tu iss baar toh task ke wajah se safe ho jayega toh agar tu captain banta hai toh tu next week v save hojayega aur direct uss waale week m teri entry hojayegi

Sid- kya gajab calculations ki hai tu moti...mujhse bhi zyada intelligent hogayi tu toh...ab mujhe darr lagne lagaa hai terese

Sana- abe ae chup kar zyada bakwaas matt kar aur meri baat sunn pehle..

Sid- haan ok ok bol 

Sana- toh jab mein unko boli ki esa karna toh unhone mujhse kaha ki agar wo log tujhe banate hai captain toh meri jab zarurat padegi unko mein saath nibhaungi toh meine deal done kiya tha toh aj task shuru hone se pehle jab mein tere paas aa rahi thi task samajhne jo ki mujhe kabhi nahi ata (making him chuckle) tab Zariwala ne kaha Shehnaaz it's a payback time, mene samza nahi toh mein puchi toh boli ki mujhe unko apni loyalty deni hai iss wale task m. Ab samza mein koi lotne nahi gayi thi kahin aur

Sid- toh ye chiz tu pehle kyu nahi bataa sakti thi. Jab mein tujhse pucha?

Sana- tune suni meri? Mein bol rahi thi sun le sun le...nahi mujhe toh pehle bhadakna hai

Sid- par jo bhi bol end mauke pe chauka toh tu maar hi deti hai

Sana- ab bahut ho raha hai tera sidharth mein sachi baat nahi karungi terese

Sid- han jaa matt kar mein v hua hu hurt mein bhi nahi maanunga.

Sana- han jaa jaa tujh jese ke muh na lagu mein. Khoteya kahinka har dam ladta rehta hai.

Sana then turned her back to him and fell asleep. Sid couldn't sleep thinking about everything Shehnaaz shared about her past in today's task. She turned to face him but she was already in deep sleep, Sid also turned towards her, adoring the girl he met a few months ago who had seen the worst side of the world yet have nothing but the best to give it to him or other people in her life. He slowly moved a little closer to her, his nose brushed her nose and he planted a small kiss on the top of her nose and then on her forehead and slept while keeping his lips on her forehead.

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The next day the morning song played but Shehnaaz and Sid were cuddling like they hadn't heard the song, Sid pulled apart from her and went to the smoking room for a smoke and Shehnaaz sensed what he's gonna do and mumbled, "koi farak nahi padta". Then she went to do her workout.

Sid- fark nahi padta toh mein tumhare muh bhi nahi lagta samzi na...subha subha dimaag matt sadhaa mera

Sana- (joining both of her hands) Mahaan hai tu toh...thik hai ja ab tujhe jo karna hai kar

Sid- han mein wahi karunga jo mujhe karna hai. 

Saying this and in a bit of irritation in his tone he left from there.

Sid to arti- naach kya rahi hai chaai banaa

Arti- kyun Shehnaaz ko bol

Sana- tu bana lena arti please. Nahi energy mereme bilkul

Sid- haan wo pahad tod ke layi hai. Usse bas muh sadhaane boldo. Chup chap yahan beth aur meri maalish karr samzi kya?

Sana- chup kar jaa zyada bakwaas bhi matt kar. Thappad maar dungi mein. Subhe se ghit ghit kar raha hai.

Sid- han sara ghit ghit hone ka copyright toh tune le Rakha hai na...bakwas karti hai...

Sana- ae ye pagal ho gaya hai kya Arti

Arti- kab nahi tha ye? 

Sid- Mereko irritate matt kar aur chup chap yahan betho aur ache se der tak meri maalish karo

Sana- Chup chap nahi beth sakti mein Sidharth phir mereko bore hota hai. Arre Arti sun toh..

Arti- Haan haan tereko wax lagane thi mein kr deti hu chal iski maalish kr de tu pehle

Sid- haaaan wahi mein sochu kal tak arti pasand nahi aa rahi thi aaj wax karna hai toh arti is my best friend. Artiii Arti...

Sid continuously teased Sana and Arti in an irritated tone but in a joking manner

Sid- tum bethogi idhar ya tumhe leke patak du

Sana- arre mereko bhi chai pini hai sidharth itna v wo mat karr

Sid- kya na karu? Han? Kya na karu? Na karu toh bolti hai kuch nahi karta aur karu toh na karu kyunki tu hurt ho ja rhi...

Sana- haye ye mere saath rehkar paagal hogaya h...Tera ese juloos nikalungi na mein

Sid- Julooos kya nikalegi be...julooss...jab dekho bakwaas.. Ab betho chup chap se

Sana- Haaye tere ghar waale soch rahe honge unke honhaar puttar ko meine kese pagal kar diya hai

Sid- hann sahi bola tumne...tumhare wajah se mein esa hu...bakwaas baat hamesha

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