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Trigger Warning- Anxiety/Panic Attack
Sid- baba rona hai toh ro lo. Hug du ek tight sa? Matt rok ye hain na (by rubbing her chest with his palm) ye dukhega bahut fir. Baat kar ya fir soyegi? Idhar aa (he asked by opening his arms)
She kept on staring at him and then looked at his open arms but she knew if she cries then there's no going back.
Sana- I-i- a-am s-sorry
Her own voice sounded so foreign to her ears. It was like she was listening to someone else speaking. She kept her guard up and she was trying her best to not break down.
Sid was shocked to hear her apologise when he should be the one who should apologise who said, "Tu toh apne maa bap ki bhi nahi saggi" yesterday in a fight.
Shehnaaz- Mera sachi koi plan nahi tha terese koi bhi Rishta banaane ka ya koi bahar se planning krke nahi aayi thi. Na hi meine tujhe zariya banaya h apna naam banaane k liye. Kasam h meinu...**her voice cracking** ab kasam bhi mein kiski khaau...Maa? Baap?? Bhai?? She chuckled a sarcastic laugh and closed her eyes with her audible deep breaths.
She thought of letting her guard down as she was with the true love of her life. It was suddenly like a river her tears started pouring out from her eyes uncontrollably. She was not crying she was continuously wiping her tears away as if the tears wanted to wash all the scars and dirt from her life. She kept on looking at Sid's eyes and seeing that even he got emotional and there was a single tear from his eye when he cupped his hands with hers and said "Cry it out".
Sana- I am sorry Sidharth. Tujhe ye sab jhelna pad raha hai. Tu chale jaa mein kuch time m thik ho jaungi pakka. Mein aajaungi aur 5-10 mins m. Please chale jaa
Sid- kal ko mein rona chaahu toh mein tere paas na aau?
Sana- nahi nahi, mujhe hona hai tere saath mein tere har dukh ko apna banana chahti hu aur tereko sirf khushiyan dena chahti hu ye nahi. Par wo mera hai mein karti hu tujhse utna pya...
She stopped midway and then said,
Sana- hai wo attachment.
Sid with visible tears in his eyes hugged her without wasting a second. How he portrays himself as a nonchalant and grumpy attitude guy but here, with her, he was so gentle as if he was the soft fur blanket who wants to keep Sana in his warmth. Not breaking the hug and rubbing her back he said,
Sid- I want to be there for you. Mein yahin rehna chahta hoon.
Shehnaaz then said, "Yahan bahut cameras hai, mujhe sympathy nahi chahiye sachi. Mein logon ko hasana aur khud hasti hui dikhna chahti hu."
Sid- Showing emotion is not being weak baby. Tujhe jo feel ho raha who tu nahi dikhayegi toh kese hoga?
Sana stubbornly held back her tears and kept nodding her head with a NO
Sana- mein smoking room jaungi
Sid- smoke karegi pagal hai?
Sana then ran towards the smoking room and it's like all hell broke loose. Then a loud thud sound came and Sid hurriedly followed to see that Sana was on the ground on her knees bending towards the ground, clenching the chest part of her t-shirt. She was breathing heavily.
Sid rubbed her back with tears in his eyes. He was feeling helpless.
Sid- Sana...Sana... tu theek hai? Kya ho raha hai?
Sana- mujhe saans nahi aa rhi... Sii-iid-harth
Sid- Sana shaant hoja... saans le...deep breathes. Sab thik hoga tu ek baar bahar aa
Sana- mujhe bahut ghutan ho rhi h Sidharth. Mujhe sachi saans nahi aa rhi
Sid- ruk ruk uth (he pulled her out of the living room making her sit on the steps of the garden area). He told her to breathe with eyes closed and breathe with him.
Sana- Mujhe maaf karde Sidharth. Please mujhe maaf karde. Mein...mein
Sid- hush!! Chup chup karja relax kar relax kar hum baad m baat krenge.
She was still breathing heavily getting breathless and losing consciousness
Meanwhile, in the bedroom
Maheera- abe meri bhi masla hai usse par ye sab kehna tum annath ho, tum mar jaati toh acha hota ye sab kya hai. Hum game khelne aaye hai haiwaan banne nahi apna zameer nahi bhulna chahiye
Rashmi- aur nahi toh kya!! This is too much yaar
Paras- arre toh galat kya h isme usko react karwana tha usne ye chiz chuni mujhe toh kch galat nahi laga
Rashmi and Arti- chi yaar paras.
Arti- thik h maana teri Sana se nahi banti par bacchi h yaar wo esa kya bolna usko... Rashmi bahar thik keh rhi thi uske saamne zor zor se haslo na toh v wo hasdeti
Mahira- Chup kar ja Paras bakwaas matt kar faltu baat. Mujhe filhaal tujhse nahi ladhna.
They went to have a glance at Sid and Sana to make sure she was okay and were shocked to see Sid and Sana outside on the steps where Sid was constantly rubbing Sana's back and she was not being her usual self.
Sid was constantly calling Shehnaaz's name and splashing water on her face and was just requesting her to breathe.
Sana, who was falling in and out of consciousness signalled Sidharth that she was feeling dizzy and breathless.
Sid- Bigg boss Shehnaaz needs medical attention. Please wo behosh ho jaa rhi hai.
Within a few seconds, Bigg boss announced, "Sidharth aur Asim aap dono turant Shehnaaz ko medical room m le aaye".
Hearing this, Asim who was in the smoking area ran towards the garden gate. Other housemates also hurriedly went out to see what happened to Sana
Sid- Sana please stay with me...stay with me...saans le baby. Shehnaaz...
Asim- Sana Sana uth uth. Put your weight on Sid. Haath la... haath de
Saying this they both pulled her up to her feet but she was leaning on Sid and slowly losing her complete consciousness because of lack of oxygen.
Sana was constantly gasping for air. Looking at her Sid got really scared and cried out her name.
Asim- Sid sambhaal apne apko abhi Sana ko sambhalna important hai. Saying this they opened the medical room and the doctors took Shehnaaz with them and asked both of them to leave and asked Sid to come and take her after an announcement.
Paras to Shefali- Sab natak hai iske...apne aap ko innocent dikhaane ke liye
Shefali- aur nahi toh kya...itne der baad hota hai reaction? nautanki karne bol lo bs
BB- Sabhi gharwale apki reaction game ki task ki dusri chunauti shuru honi wali hai.
The mukhydwaar opened and everyone seemed unbothered.
Arhaan entered and tried to take the limelight from Sidharth asking about Sana and his feelings towards her, who was already deeply worried about Shehnaaz's health. He was lost in thoughts when Asim came and helped Sid ignoring Arhaan
Asim- Thik hojayegi wo bro tension matt le itna. I think usko anxiety ya panic attack aaya.
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