SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

71. It's a Rainbow Day🌈

Sid- Sach much so matt jaana baby avi khana khaane jaana hai 

Sana- Nahi Sidharth please ese acha lag rah hai kahin nahi jaana

Sid- Thodi 1500km duur chal ke jana hai tereko 

Sana- jab jayenge tab dekhenge abhi se muh matt sadha please

Sid- mein kahan muh sadha raha hu baby?

Sana- Bebu agar mein kal chali jaati hu...

Sid- bakwaas krna hai tumhe toh mein jaata hu 

Sana- Arre sun toh sahi

Sid- hazaar baar bol diya ache se pyaar se samzaa ke daant ke gusse se ki kal tum nahi jaa rahi ho fir bhi agar dimaag wahin sadhaana hai toh jaao sadhaao 

Sid was scared himself thinking about the elimination but he didn't want to tell that to Sana. Also somewhere in his logical mind he sensed and calculated that she was not going but even if there was the slightest chance that she could leave, his heart was already racing thinking about the same. He kept on saying that she was not leaving this elimination to assure himself too.

Sana- Bhadak matt na bebu kya karu darr lag raha hai...nahi chod ke jaana chaahti mein ye sab aur tujhe

Sid- Arre toh kaun bol raha hai yaaar

Sana- Aaaannn plz na bebu

Sid- Acha bhaunko kya bakwaas karni hai

Sana- Haan agar mein aaj bhak aaj nahi kal chali jaati hu (sid felt a strong pain even hearing the worst case scenario) toh tu mujhse bahar aake milna...thik hai na? Mein intezaar karungi tera

Sid- Pagal ladki ofcourse milunga ese kaise nahi milunga be

Sana- Nahi mera matlab tha ki...chod mein bakwaas ki karti rehti hu har dam

Sana (in mind)- Ye sab sach hai na? Mein Sidharth ko paa liya hai na life-long ke liye? Mere saath ye koi game nahi hai na jo bhi hai iska? Mein bahut zyada pyaar karne lag padi hu agar ye jhooth hua toh mein aapko nahi sambhaal paaungi. Mein hamesha teri khamoshi padh li hai Sidharth aaj agar sachi tujhe mujhse mohabbat hai toh tu mere mann ke kasmokash ko duur karde, Kya sachi tu merese bahut pyar karta hai aur tu mujhe chod ke nahi jayega? Bata Sidharth

Sid was lying closing his eyes but as soon as Sana asked that question in mind he shot opened his eyes and looked at her intensely before speaking

Sid- Haan baby...kahin nahi jaunga (even he didn't know why he said that but he could see Sana's eyes filled up with tears and she clunged to his t-shirt more and quietly sobbed keeping her head buried in his chest. He rubbed her back

Sid- Shhhh baba kya hua? kyun itna pareshaan ho raha hai mera baccha...acha idhar dekh idhar dekh mere taraf

Sana looked at him with nothing but love pouring out through her eyes. She just got her answers. She got answers from her God. She got Sidharth and this is what she wished for more than winning the show she wanted to win him and here she is. She felt like she had everything but a part of her was scared to lose it all. 

Sana- Mein jab yaahan ayi thi tab mere paas kuch nahi tha. Khone ke liye kuch nahi tha toh mein ekdum bindaas thi mereko kisi baat se koi fark nahi padta tha mein kisi chiz se nahi darti thi. Par ab darr lag raha hai. Bahut darr lag rahi kyunki ab sab kuch jo hai mere paas. Jo mujhe chahiye tha wo sab aaj mere paas hai aur ab mujhe usse khone se darr lagta hai. Insaan apne kamiyaabi ka jashn toh manaa leta hai par agle hi pal uss kamyaabi ka chale jaane par uske halat ka andaaza bhi tabhi hota hai. Mein darti hu Sidharth. Mujhe terese aur terese judi har ek baat se fark padta hai. Mere paas khone ke liye ab bahut kuch hai jo m marne ke baad bhi nahi khona chaahti