SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

43. Duur Matt Jaao

Sid- You won't believe what she did.

Sana- kya ki?

Sid- she went to her account aur uske fans ko claim ki ki mein usse use karr raha tha for her fame and everything. I was shocked like what the fcuk. 

Sana laughed hysterically making Sid confused

Sid- kya?

Sana- usse kaise lag sakta hai ye ki tu usko use kar raha hai jabki puri duniya ko pata hai ki tera usse zyada naam hai

Sid- haha. wo toh hai par soch hum log relationship m the we have trusted each other aur humara sab kuch public tha toh wo bas uss chiz ka fayda uthaa li. Uske baad public m kuch v open hone m ya fir social media pe share karne m mera thoda satak gaya kyunki, we are sharing our life with them by choice. Right?  But that doesn't give you the right to judge the whole of our life. 

Sana- uske baad tu kuch nahi bola ya kiya

Sid- kya karunga? uske baad wo ruki kahan utne m wo merepe case wagera v ki wo sab chodo mein yahan nahi laana chaahta tha but yes-

Sana just took her hands out of his grip and took him in her embrace hiding his head, buried inside her chest. 

Sana- Mera nonna baccha kitna saha hai tu mera baby. mein phaad ke rakh dungi sabko tu chal bahar bas

Sid laughed and kissed her forehead and said,

Sid- haan toh sun mein kyu bol raha hu ki mera uske baad kisipe trust karne ka mann nahi kiya. Kisipe rely kar saku ya fir mujhe sab apna private rakhna hi acha lagta hai. Mereko kabhi esa nahi laga ki koi mere paas reh v sakega kyunki jab kabhi mere thode v kareeb aata tha mein usse duur bhejna chaahta tha. I didn't want to get attached to anyone. Mereko aj tak koi assurance nahi mila ki koi mereko jhel lega ya esa kuch but jab tu aaj ake ese boli na ki tujhe mere saath ghar waali feeling aati hai mere liye ye bahut overwhelming hai kyunki mujhe pata nahi tu ese hi masti mazaak m bol de rahi hai kya par mujhe wo chiz bahut feel hua bahut zyada toh bas and i thought ye tujhe  pata hona chahiye.

Sana- pehli baat toh mein tereko jo v bolti hu na wese toh bakwaas karti hu mein bahut par jab bhi mein kuch esa bolti hu jo mujhe tujhe lekar feel hota hai wo mein kabhi ainvayi nahi bol deti mein bahut chaahne lagi hu tujhe Sidharth mujhe ab nahi pata ki bahar kya hai, kya hoga aur tere side se kya hai kya nahi par mereko ye nahi chahiye ki baad m esa rahe ki. Kaash m bol di hoti toh wo ruk jaata. Mujhe wo "Kaash" word se nafrat hai mere hadd m jitna ho payega mein sab karungi par uske baad dena usne hi hai jab dena hai...kismatt m hoga tu...hogi meri ache karm toh miljayega tu mujhe warna nahi jaise thi rahungi wese

Sid- Reh legi tu mere bina?

Sana- Pata hai tu mujhe iss game m bahut strong banaya hai. Mein thokkar khane ke bawajood bahut trust kar deti hu logon pe par tune mujhe wo v sikhaya. Tune mujhe bahut kuch sikhaya hai par inn sab m ye nahi sikh paayi ki tere bina kese rehna hai mujhe. Strong toh mein ban gayi par tere bina nahi reh paungi. 

Sid- ole mera baby. Kitna bada bada baat boldeti hai. Ab chale andar tujhe bukhaar hojayega hawaa v chal rahi hai bahar aj

Sana- Tu baat ghuma raha hai...tu sachi...nahi kuch nahi chal 

She wanted to ask him everything there and then, so that she could be in peace and she can prepare herself for the worst but then she remembered how and why he wanted to keep his things private and why he didn't like to express his emotions through words.

Sid then took her towards the bedroom gently and made her lie down on her side. He was thinking of sleeping on a spare bed so that she could sleep peacefully. He went to his side to collect his pillows. Her eyes kept following him everywhere he was going and then realized he was going away from her. She got up with a jerk holding his wrists as soon as he was about to turn around and go. The sudden movement made her wince and elevated her pain around her ribs. She wrapped her arms around her ribs and groaned in pain which made Sid rush in front of her. He threw his pillows on the bed, approached her side, and held her shoulders. She wanted to scream but she looked around and saw all the other housemates were asleep to not cause any disturbance she kept her mouth closed and she had tears because of the pain.

Sid couldn't see her in so much pain and rushed to get her painkillers and handed them to her. He gently made her drink water first then put the medicines inside her mouth and tilted her chin up to gulp the meds down. He knew she would not have taken her medication if he wouldn't have made her eat them. 

Sid- Shhh...shhh mera baby...bas bas hogaya kuch time m better feel karegi. Kyu uthi tu achanak bataa kitna dard hua tujhe baby dekkh

Sana- Baby tu kahan jaa raha tha mujhe chod ke. Kyun jaa raha tha...humari toh ladhayi v nahi huyi fir bhi tu mujhe akela chod ke jaa raha tha aur mein darr gayi ki tu mujhse duur jaa raha hai

Sid- Tujhe comfortable nahi hoga uss liye mein wo bed m sone jaa raha tha. Tujhe khulke sona hai doctor ne bola hai na.

Sana- mein tere bagair nahi so paungi please matt jaa na

Sid- Zidd matt kar Sana abhi humne baat ki na kitni toh ab bas soja kal subhe firse baat karenge saath rahenge

Sana- Kyun dimaag kharaab kar raha hai Sidharth mein bol rahi na mereko koi problem nahi hoga saath sone se toh kyu-

Sid- Tum doctor ho? Sab pata hai tumko?

Sana- Meine tujhe thappad maar deni hai Sidharth already meri yahan bahut tez dard hai aur dukha raha hai tu mera.

Sid- Han mein hi karta hu na sab kuch? Mein nahi manne wala tera baat tujhe bahut dard hai mein nahi sone dunga tujhe ese

He got up and took his pillow with him towards the spare bed, when he came to take his quilt she has already held his quilt in her hold

Sid- Sana bakwaas matt kar bahut raat ho rahi hai please soja tere dawaiyaan asar nahi karegi warna

Sid then heard her sniffle and bent down to look at her face. He saw Sana let out a fresh stream of tears from her beautiful eyes with a cute pout on her lips. She looked adorable at that sight but Sid felt a pang on his heart when he saw she was crying. He cupped her cheeks and made her look at him and then asked,

Sid- Baby kyu ro rahi hai baby? Wo v itni raat ko? Please tabyat kharaab hojayega na baby? Bandd kar de rona please

Sana- Tujhe jab pata hai ki mein nahi so paaungi tere bagair. Mujhe chahiye hota hai tu. Meri yahan wahan dard shuru hojaati hai tu nahi hota toh..toh fir v tu kyu chod ke jaa raha hai akele sone

Sid- Aur tujhe lagta hai ki tu boldeti hai toh sirf tera hai mein nahi bolta toh mera nahi hai kuch? Mein toh araam se soke kharaate maarta hu na tere bina?

Sana- toh kyu zidd kar raha hai meri already dard hai aur bhi badh-

Sid (couldn't take it anymore, seeing her crying so late at night and also in pain)- Acha acha acha shaant hojaa meri maa kahin nahi jaa raha mein. thik hai? Ab chup karogi tum. Chup karogi?

Sana- hmm

Sid- good girl

Sana- jaa apna takiya leke aa wahan jo rakhne gaya tha bada attitude dikha ke

Sid- Chala jau wapas?

Sana- Matt kar naa 

Sid- Ohh le mera baby aata hu ruk.

He brought his pillow back and then very carefully lay down on his side maintaining a safe distance from Sana but not before tucking her carefully and safely inside her quilt. She turned to his side and kept one hand on his biceps and slept like that the whole night, as if, if she left his arm he would run away in the middle of the night. Sidharth chuckled looking at her cute gesture and then kissed her forehead.

Sidharth- Gadhi. Meri Gadhi.

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