29. Bol do na zara

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Seeing the closeness between Sana and Kartik, Sid got really jealous but he couldn't say anything as he hadn't stated to her anything that he also has feelings for her. He showed his jealousy by getting angrier.

In the evening...

Vikash- usse jaake dil se sorry bolo wo bahar Asim ke saath betha hai and then say, "I will not repeat it and I am extremely sorry that I misunderstood you first".

Sana- I will not repeat it and I am extremely sorry that I misunderstood you first...haye mein bhul jaungi aur mein hass na du

Vikash- nahi dekho hasna matt

Then she went where Sid and Asim were having a conversation

Sana- ek minute Asim, (She then sits down holding his knee and said,)

Sana-I will not repeat it and I am extremely sorry that I misunderstood you first

He kept on ignoring her like she didn't even exist. He slowly brushed off her hands from his knees and kept talking with Asim

Asim- maaf kar de bro...kabse bichaari manaa rahi hai wo...wo bol rahi na nahi hoga aur

Vikash- haan ek chance dedo 

Sid- yaar I am done with this shit man...and ye last chance bol bol ke bahut hogaya hai

Sana- par meine kiya kya hai wo bataa toh sahi mujhe toh malum hi nahi hai meine kya kiya hai...game ke wajah se toh nahi hai ye

Sid- kuch nahi kiya mujhe aur tumse koi matlab nahi rakhna bas

Sana- par achanak se kya hua

Sid- achanak se mera mann bhar gaya mujhe nahi karni hai aur tumse baat...bahar alag dikh raha hoga kuch mereko nahi hai esa kuch isiley mujhe distance rakhna hai...samajh m aya kya...aur plz utho ye natak matt karo and out (signalling to the other spare bed) Sidharth Dey...go

Asim- sid...bro aaram se ese kya baat kar raha hai tu

Sana felt humiliated and she was hurt by how he was talking his tone wanted her to sit down and cry but she didn't want to fall weak. She somehow knew he didn't mean to say the things he was saying to her. He is just angry, she keeps on reminding her in her mind.

Sana- itta attitude bhi na thik nahi hai samza

Sid- han toh matt lo jaao yahan se

Sana- han thoda na apne limit m raha kar tu

Sid- tu batayegi mujhe apna limit?? Tu?? Aabe chall na be chal chal nikal

Sana got up and went to the luggage area. Arti and Shefali were giggling over something when she saw a glance and went inside the toilet and sobbed loudly.

Vikash- khushi...beta bahar aja esa matt kar dekh wo gusse m h

Shehnaaz after 5 minutes opened the door and she was not ready to let her Sidharth go away from her. She again went to garden area in search of sidharth. He was coming out of the smoking room, that sight broke her heart.

Sana (in mind)- mein hi ban rahi uski tabahi ka karan

Sana- please yahan ek baar beth jaa. Please

Sid came and sat on the couch maintaining a distance

Sana- tu ab hamesha ese hi rahega? Normal baat nahi karega? Esa kiya kya hai meine yaar?

Sid- tere saath meri attachment na meri idhar cigarette jaisa hai mein jaanta hoon ki wo mujhe takleef de rahi hai wo mujhe andar se sadhaa rahi hai par mein usse chod nahi paa raha. Mein life m tujhse nafrat toh kabhi nahi karunga par mein kabhi terese touch m bhi nahi rahunga.

Sana- esa kyaa kar diya hai meine year?

She was almost in tears. Sid then went to the bedroom to sleep leaving her alone. Once he came to the bedroom he felt a bit guilty of how he was behaving with her but he thought he was doing the right thing and slept. Here in the garden, she put her hands on her mouth to shut her mouth from making any noise while crying. Rashmi came and saw her in this state and consoled her.

Rashmi- mere saath soyegi?

Sana- nahi mein wahi soungi...usse lagega ki mera zyada ego hogaya hai. Aur mujhe uske bina neend v nahi ayegi.

The night was same as yesterday night. They slept together, yet so far. So many days of that week went like this. Sid taunting her and getting rude to her and Sana has now thought of giving him space. So, she sat with Vishal, Asim, Rashmi more. That made Sidharth more angry.

It was Friday, WKV episode in which Salman Khan was having conversation with Paras and Sid about their health, Rashmi and Sid about their fight, and etc. he was ignoring Shehnaaz and any topics that was related to her.

Salman- Shehnaaz ka mujhe baat hi nahi karna hai...

Hearing this Shehnaaz felt more hurt than she already was. Sid was thinking maybe he overstretched the situation a little too much.

After the TV got off Varun Dhawan and Shradha Kapoor came inside the house for a fun task.

Varun- Sidharth is the most humble guy I have ever worked with. He used to protect me and Alia with his broad shoulders anytime we were out in a crowd. Lekin Shehnaaz aap unke comedy ko bhi tragedy bana dete ho yaar. (Sana and Sidharth both winced mentally listening to this)

Shraddha- but I really like you Shehnaaz aap bahut sundar ho

Sana- thankyou so much maam

Varun- acha Shehnaaz ek gaana gaa do mahaul achi hojaye thoda

Sana started singing Bol do na zara and Sid was constantly ignoring her and in that trial of not listening to her song he broke the chair he was sitting on. Sana abruptly stopped singing and was worried thinking if he was okay...sensing her question Asim asked

Asim- tujhe lagi toh nahi

Sid- han? Nahi nahi nahi lagi

Varun- waah sana aap dilon ke saath saath Sid ki kursi v tod rahi hai

Sana- meine kisika dil ni toda (she replied very slowly hanging her head low)

Varun- hum bhi yahi show dekhte hai madam. Apke saare kartutein bahar dikhti hai

Sid was feeling very guilty of how Varun was talking with Shehnaaz.

Shraddha- Can you please not do that, she is being really nice to you

Varun- aare mein toh bas ese hi bol raha hu. Shehnaaz chill karo yaar. Bye everyone

Then they went out from the house.

Arti- bahar se jo aate hai unke baton ko seriously lena chahiye

Paras- obviously upar se actors hai wo kaam karte honge unke paas khabar hai matlab. Agar wo bol rhe ki control krna chahiye kuch logon ko toh unko krna chahiye.

Hearing all these comments Sana couldn't control anymore

Sana- jo bolna hai muh pe bolo na ye kya hai serious lo ye wo...itna gyaan matt do...aur yahan v team work karna hai tumko?

Sid thought she was indirectly saying to him.

Sid- tu mujhse zindagi m zindagi m kabhi baat matt karna

Sana- matt karna matt karna

Sid- abse tu mere khilaaf mein tere khilaaf jaa

Arti- aare bhai had hai hum baat v na kare matlab Shehnaaz yaar kuch bhi matt bol

Then they went from there to the living area. She went to the vivo corner and sat down on the ground behind the sofa. She wanted to cry and vent things out to someone but she couldn't. She doesn't have someone with whom she can at least share everything she wants to

Sana- shehbaaz...shehbaaz...Babaji meri galti kya hai...kyun kismat meri esi hai.

Sid intentionally wanted to see her, came to the garden area, walked down to the smoking room, finding the sofas empty. When he was going towards the living room again, he saw Shehnaaz behind the sofa. He continuously kept looking at her and then went inside. She didn't know he saw her and she just sat there questioning her whole existence.

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