SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

65. Sirf Mera

Sid- Ek minute aankh matt khol...baby ek minute na 

Sana- Bahut discomfort ho raha hai Sidharth nahi ach- aachoo- sorry sorry 

Sid- No need to apologize baby ek baar muh dho le yahan aa

He held her in his embrace washing away the cinnamon powder from her face and her hair. After some time she was feeling a bit better. Sid stopped the shower and saw her shivering, drenched from head to toe. He looked at his baby for a bit and helped her to open her eyes slowly. 

Sid- Better hai ab? Haan bol better hai?

Sana (her teeth clattering because she was drenched, all dressed up)- Th-thandi 

Sid- Acha baba ruk ja mein bahar jaa raha hu tu kapde change karke aaja ok?

Sid was about to open the door when she stopped him. Sid looked back at her in confusion

Sana- Tu- tu bhi change kar le...shardi lag jayegi warna

Sid- Awwle mera baby mein jaata hu change karne jaldi aaja bahar garam garam chai piyenge

Sid kissed her forehead and then hurriedly moved out. 

After some time, they both sat on the garden couch. Sidharth was just looking at Sana who was engrossed in a conversation. Her nose and cheeks flushed red because all of the adverse effects of her allergies, she looked super cute. She then asked something to Sid but he was so lost in her that he missed out on the question she asked. 

Sana- Sidhaarttthhhhh tu mera baat kyu nahi sunn raha hai?

Sid- Sun raha hu na darling bol na

Sana- Arti kuch puch rahi hai terese jawaab de na

Sid- Mereko tere alawa aaj kal koi nahi sunta kya karu ab mein (teasingly)

Sana- Bakwaas matt kar aur jawaab de

Arti- Haan toh Sidharth as far as I know aapko manaana bahut mushkil hai par Shehnaaz aapko hamesha kaise manaa leti hai

Sid- pata nahi usse mein zyada der baat kiye bagair nahi reh sakta usiliye

Arti- Haan par aap baat bhi gusse se karte hai par Shehnaaz se aap zyada der gussa bhi nahi rehte

Sid- Because I like Shehnaaz Kaur Gill

Sana blushed red and giggled staring adorably at her love.

Arti- Awww acha what do you like about Shehnaaz Kaur Gill?

Sid- Nothing

Sana- Sidharthhh mein tera muh tod dungi ese kyu kar raha hai

Sid- complete toh karne deti baby pehle hi react karna hai tereko. So, I like nothing but everything about Shehnaaz

Sana- ye kaisa answer hai mujhe samaajh hi nahi aya

Sid- Sawaal tune puche hai nahi na toh fir bas

Sana- Arre Arti ko bhi samjhme nahi aya

Arti- Mein samaz gayi...it means he does like you as a friend but ese kuch liking nahi hai utna intense ki aage kuch ho sake

Sana's face instantly fell listening to her perception of Sid's reply but Sid abruptly interrupted her thoughts

Sid- Arti itna ganda explanation? like really? Mein tujhe isse zyada smart samjhta tha yaar. I meant I don't like just anything about her I like her whole being. Her whole existence. Her presence. Samjhi Gadhi? Nahi samaz ke kuch muh sadhaa leti hai

Sana (chuckled)- Mera muh sadha hua hi hai tu ab seedhe seedhe jawaab de ese jalebi jese nahi hum kya sach m media wale thodi hai

Sid- Haha okay

Arti- So would you take an extra effort to go to Punjab to meet Shehnaaz?

Sid- No, she will be coming to Mumbai 

Arti- Why can't you go to meet her?

Sid- Arre toh meri darling yahan rahegi toh mein wahan jaake kisse milunga?

Sana- haan ye sahi bola

Arti- Sidharth Shehnaaz ko zyada pasand karte ho ya mujhe

Sid- Shehnaaz ko

Arti made a face but shrugged it off to escape the embarrassment she felt after facing rejection straight on her face.

Arti- Acha Sana chal tujhe puchungi ab mein

Sana- Hayeee acha thik puch

Arti- Ghar m jab tu ayi thi tab tujhe Sidharth ke alawa aur koi handsome ladka lagaa tha?

Sana- Haan pehle kuch din Paras lagta tha par fir uski seerat ka pata chal gaya toh uski surat bhi meri nazar m bigadti gayi (Sid and Sana laughed at her reply)

Arti- hmmm...what if Sidharth bahar jaake esa nahi rahega?

Sana- Kaisa?

Arti-Arre ese matlab itne close...best friends type

Sana- Mein rahungi na wese hoke na v hoye is tarah kyunki possible nahi hai jesa abhi hum log rehte hai wese hi rehna kyunki avi toh kuch aur kaam nahi hai par baahar jaake toh 1000 kaam honge uss time kese kya hoga wo toh rabbji dekhlenge abse sochke mein apna deemag kyu sadhaau

Arti- Jahaan tak sabko lagta hai ki Sidharth ko sambhalna aur sehna namumkin hai tu kaise kar leti hai aur tu aage v kar legi??

Sana- Sambhalna toh thik hai par sehna?  Sidharth ko sehna padta hai ye chiz hi mere liye sunne m naya hai...saaha usse jaata hai jisse tum peecha chudaana chaahte ho ya toh tum fake karte ho aur shyd log Sidharth ko bahut duur se dekhte hai isileye ese kehte hai paas aakar dekho toh ye mera pyaara sa nonna baby hai

Sidharth's eyes beamed with happiness and love listening to her reply

Arti- Kya tumhe nahi lagta tumhara age factor tumhare dosti ki kaanta ban sakti hai?

Sana- Mujhe ye baat samajh nahi aati ye baat uthti kahaan se hai? Mein 12 baras ki thodi hu aur hoti toh bhi kya? Age se kya lena dena hai? Aur acha hi hai na mere dil m hamesha iske liye izzat bani rahegi (giggling)

Sid- Tu toh rehne hi de izzat aur meri? wo v tu karegi? what a joke

Arti- Tujhe nahi lagta tera ese openly bolna ki tu Sidharth Shukla se pyaar karti hai tere career pe affect daalega when tera career toh ab tak shuru hi nahi hua hai

Sana-Mera interview thoda lamba nahi chal raha acha to answer your question. Mujhe pyaar hai toh hai. Mene apni zindagi ese hi jee hai ek khuli kitaab ki tarah mujhe jisse pyaar hai duniya ko pata hona hi hai ki han mujhe uss insaan se pyaar hai attachment hai aur rahi baat logon ki toh logon ki sunti toh shayad aj mein yahan hoti hi nahi. 

Arti- Kab tak chalega ye tera ek tarfa pyaar?

Sana-Mein isse itna pyaar karti hu na jisme hum dono ke hisse ka pyaar aajata hai. Wo kisi third person ko lagta hoga ki ye one-sided hai ya ek tarfa pyaar hai par mujhe, humein ye samjhne bujhne ki zarurat hi nahi hai. Hum jese bhi hai bahut khush hai

Sidharth was just lost in her eyes all over again listening to her yet again defending him. He could see that she was putting up a brave front in front of the whole world and that it didn't matter to her at all if she would be labelled as a one-sided lover for life but she was scared of that feeling. She was not afraid of that label but of the void feeling of one-sided love. Sid noticed Sana was biting her inner cheeks to stop her from overthinking when he got up from his place and held Sana in his embrace.

Sid (dramatically quoting Ae dil hai muhskil's dialogue, hugging Sana from back to lighten her mood)- Ek tarfa pyaar ki takat hi kuch aur hoti hai ye auro ki tarah do hisso m nahi bant ti (stressing over the last lines) SIRF MERA HAQQ HAI ISS PAR (he bit her ears making her blush and giggle) Sirf mera!

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