SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

93. Too Much of Everything is Bad

Sana woke up with a horrible pain in her body and her throat but she couldn't move. After some time she realized that Sid's half-body was completely embracing her and almost sleeping on her top. She tried to move but he snuggled her more, so she lay down closing her eyes and taking deep breaths, and she saw how calmly he was sleeping. She wanted to wake up so bad but seeing him sleeping so peacefully, made her endure her pain a little more and wait for him to wake him by himself. After some time which felt like hours for Sana as she couldn't breathe properly and her whole body was aching, Sid opened his eyes and saw a pair of the most beautiful eyes staring at him with full love and admiration.

Sid- I love you (He said as soon as he opened his eyes)

Sana- I- (She remembered suddenly what he did last night, freaking out and banging doors when he knew she wasn't well and can't fight with him)

Sid saw her expression changing abruptly and he understood that she was still upset from what he did last night. He wanted to apologize but before he could say anything, Sana said

Sana- Side hatt mujhe saans nahi aa rahi

Sid (got pissed a bit)- Tabhi se toh achi khasi thi ab mein uthgaya toh saans nahi aa rahi tereko? Nahi sahi hai sahi hai. 

He got up and went inside the washroom. Sana barely had the energy to fight and she also had already forgiven him but she wanted to know the reason why he was behaving so differently and to make him understand that it is not okay to bang doors at minimal argument.

Sana- Tujhe samjhna padega ki ese gussa karna na tere liye aur na kisike liye sahi hai

He came out of the washroom and saw Sana still sitting on the bed, holding her head. His heart aches for his little munchkin because he knows that their disagreement or fight always takes a toll on her health and she is already pretty much sick.

Sid(in mind)- I know mein terese baat share kar sakta hu par I don't know why mein kyun nahi bol paa raha...shyd mein bahut galat soch raha hu isiley mujhe ye apna thinking or doubt voice out karne m hi ghatiya lag raha hai. Shayad m khudse hi face karne ready nahi hu isisley nahi bol paa raha. mujhe kuch sa,ajh nahi aa raha. Kal se isne khana nahi khaya hai. Sid how can you be so stupid at least uska tabyat ka toh khayal rakh

Sid- Khana khane chalogi ki laa du yahan?

Sana- Mein maa ke paas chalke khaungi (she sounded stern and her voice was hoarse)

Sid- Nahi doctor ne tumhe zyada logon ke paas rehne se mana kiya hai tumhara infection badh sakta hai. 

Sana- Maa ko dikkat hoga kya? (she asked innocently)

Sid- Nahi tereko hoga dikkat

Sana- Maa hi hai wo zyada log nahi. Mujhe jaana hai unke paas. Wese v agar zyada log rehne se dikkat hoga toh tu v wahi rukja. wese v darwaza patakne se wo tut hi jayega

Sid- Sana kal m wo-

Sana didn't hear his explanation and went inside the washroom locking the door. She came out after some time and saw Sid was not in the room. She got changed and took her inhaler with her. As she felt worse today. As soon as she came to the drawing room Sid saw her walking very slowly and carrying her inhaler with her, he realized she was not feeling well at all. He just wanted to hug her tight and take care of her. she felt his strong gaze at her

Sana- Dekhna hogaya ho toh chale (he nodded and they went to Sid's flat)

As soon as Maa opened the door, her eyes filled with worry looking at Sana.

Maa- Meri bacchi kitta beemar lag rahi hai. Kitna tabyat kharaab ho gaya. Andar chal jaldi...Nashta karle fir mein teri ache se maalish kar dungi.

Neetu di- Sanaa