SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

35.Kuch Nayi Kuch Puraani

They went towards the Garden bed for the discussion. Sana was not interested in having that conversation because she was afraid that they would again have differences between them. 

Sana (in mind)- itna mushkil se toh sab normal hua. Mein bhulna chaahti hu wo sab aur ye first discuss krega mein muh kholungi toh fir siyappa ho jana hai. Haaye rabba mujhe bachaao

Breaking her trail of thoughts Sid started saying,

Sid- firstly, tu mujhe force nahi karti hai...tu bol deti hai par mein bol nahi paata hu b'coz wo mere nature m hi nahi hai...haan mein gusse m bahut zyada bol gaya tha aur uska mujhe excuses nahi dena hai wo meri galti thi 100 and 10% I won't disagree. Aur uske liye mein 1000 baar tumko sorry bolta hu. Aur mein Mahira ko isiley bachaya kyunki ekbaar soch Paras game m weak hai par wo save ho jaata hai aur Arti ko mein bachana nahi chahta tha for some reason toh bacha kaun? Tum dusri team m thi isse pehle ki tum question karo. Aur mujhe payback bhi karna tha unn logon ko

Sana- mereko save suve hone se koi matlab nahi hai

Sid- han han mujhe malum hai toh suno...tu mujhe andar se nahi sadhaa rahi ho mein khud haar jaa rha tha wo addiction se but mein utna nahi smoke kiya hu I swear half of the time mein wahan apna dimaag shaant karne jaata tha.

Sana just kept her head hanging low and fidgeting her nails anxiously.

Sid- Kuch bologi tum?

Sana didn't want an explanation from him that was related to the game. She just wanted to talk about them about "US". She wanted to ignore and forget everything that relates to other housemates because she didn't give a damn. She just wanted to clear her feelings out that just involved Sid.

Sana (slowly started)- jab wo fake eviction hua na mujhe laga hum aur kabhi baat nahi karenge kyunki jhagada ho Rakha tha fir aur 1 mahina hai kuch v badal jaata wo soch ke meri phat gayi thi par weekend m jo sab hua mujhe ese lag raha tha ki mera chale jana hi thik hai kyunki shyd mein samaz nahi paa rahi ki mein galat kya kar rahi thi ya abhi v kya galat kar rahi hoon...sir mujhe samjha rahe the but mein sorry bol rahi thi toh wo v galat ho raha tha...mein baat na karu terese boli toh wo v galat...khud jaau baat karne wo v galat na jaau toh v galat...tu ayega esa sochu toh v galat humare beech sab thik hojaayega ye sochna v galat...uff...mujhe kuch v sachi m kuch v samajh nahi aa raha tha na hi aa raha hai. Mera uss din jo halat hua hai na mujhe esa laga mujhe heart attack hojayega mera itna zor yahan dard kar raha tha(pointing towards her chest)...darr v tha ki sir jo bol rahe hai shyd wo sach v ho sakta hai shyd tujhe sachi m mein wese nahi pasand hungi.

Sid- Rukjaa pehle toh yeh doubt jo aarha h uske liye mein sorry hu mein bas itna bolunga ki hum bahar nikalke sab iss bare m baat karenge...sab chiz khul ke baat kar paayenge maybe tab tere saare sawaal ke mere paas sahi jawaab honge avi mein kuch diplomatic answers dena nahi chahta...toh ab jitna time hai yahan pe bahut ache se jaante hai ek dusre ko...rehte hai saath fir baahar jayenge toh dekhenge ki kese kya hota hai. Okay?

Sana- Sidharth Shukla aap ye keh rhe hai ki aap merese bahaar jaake rishta rakhenge? Aapko pata hai na aap kya chiz bol rahe hai iske baad there's no going back. Are you ready for the task?

Sid- oh my God. I am so ready baby. Are you ready for the task?

Sana- Jisne task banaya ussise puch raha hai wo ready hai ke nahi

He pulled her into his lap and made her lie down and kissed her cheeks and forehead.

Sana- chal hug karke sojaate hai

Sid- chaloooo

Sid carried Shehnaaz on his shoulders and they burst into laughter and went to their bed to sleep the most peaceful sleep they have ever slept in ages.