SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

40. Be Safe!

Asim- Sana bed pe letegi thodi der? Pain kam hoga shayad se

Sid was panicking and very worried to see Sana in so much pain. He wiped her tears from the back of his hand and asked her to take deep breaths.

Asim- ribs m dard ho raha hai? Sana?

Sana nodded her head with a yes, Sid was fuming in anger with Zariwala and somewhere he was mad about the fact that he didn't knew what was wrong and Asim knew about the same. Just then Rashmi came running to the dining area,

Rashmi- Sana? Sana? Kya hua isse? Koi pressure daal diya kya uske ribs ke paas? Waahan dard tha usko!!!

Asim- she was about to faint tab sid ne usko wahan se pakad liya unintentionally lag gayi usko

Rashmi- sidharth this was the reason she wanted to sleep on a spare bed, please next time se baat sun liya karna...mera nahi bol rahi sana ka sunn lena

Just then Sana's head dipped to his side unconsciously

Sid- I don't wanna talk right now...biggboss please send the doctors right away wo unconscious ho ja rahi hai

Paras and Mahira came giggling and saw the whole scene

Paras- sid tu aaja wo ekdum thik hojayegi kuch time m dekhna... ye sab natak hai uske attention paane ke

Mahira- aur uske sensible dost toh hai hi udhar

Asim- bro please sana needs you man... tu bolega toh mein aur Rashmi chale jaate h

Sid- ignore these two. I don't care I just want to know... bigg boss kya kar rahe ho aap

Sana had hidden her face on Sid's belly and he was brushing her head and rubbing her back by holding her lightly in his arms.

bb- bigg boss chahte h ki Sidharth aur Asim Shehnaaz ko lekar store room m ajaye wahan doctors wait kar rahe hai

Rashmi- araam se uth araam se

Sana has no energy and she has almost lost her senses. It was like 3 people waking up a doll and making her walk with them, then they took her to the store room.

Doc- aap sab bahar jaiye, I will call one of you when unhe hos aajayega.

After 30 minutes...

Doc- Sidharth aiye

Sid came running to the store room and saw that Shehnaaz was sitting on the bed and doctors were asking some questions.

Doc- do you have any medical history, as of now? Mtlb aapka kabhi pehle treatment hua hai kisi chiz ka? Ya kuch meds lete ho? Lete the?

Sana- nahi ese major toh nahi par anti-depressants leti thi aur I have severe anxiety issues toh uska treatment toh nahi par doctor check-up karte the.

Doctor- yes, that is evident from your teststhat you have PTSD

Sana- par doctor mein kavi ese chakkar nahi khaai hu...abhi ye bahut frequently ho raha hai

Doctor- do you see any pattern? Matlab kab ye zyada ho raha hai kab nahi?

Sana- ummmm...han doctor jab m kuch baat ko lekar pareshaan hoti hu toh second third day m mereko ese ho raha hai...

Doctor- yes, because aap stress leti hai toh aapke brain cells baaki chizon ko v trigger kar deti hai jiske wajah se aapke blood pressure m bht fluctuations hote hai kabhi high toh kabhi low and uss fluctuations ko rokne ke liye aapka brain wants to shut the system off toh isiley aapko dizziness hoti hai ya fir aap hosh kho dete hai.

Doctor to sid- make sure she eats well and everyday...she is skipping meals

Sid- I wi-

Sana- mein dhyaan rakhungi sir.

Doctors- aapke ribs ke liye pain killers de diye hai aapko pain kam hoga and Shehnaaz...this is not on cameras or for the record but... (he took a pause then averted his gaze to a confused and panic-striken Sid, then continued looking back at Sana) do you want ki mein apko wapis apke anti-depressants prescribe karu?

Sid was in utter shock, he didn't know how to process all of this, he was digesting the fact that she had been taking anti-depressants in her past and now when she had to again take them, it made him feel more broken than he imagined. Right there and then he felt something very strong for her- Pain. Her pain but he could feel it in his heart, he knew that he was falling completely in love with her. Just then Sana replied,

Sana- no sir, I don't need it. Wo medicines meri halat kharaab kar dete hai mujhe nahi zarurat unki I will be okay without them. Thank you sir

Sana (in mind)- sidharth ko itne aage se kyu bulaya? Wo bichara kahan phass jaa raha hai mere saath inn sabko lekar. Mujhe usko jaldi se yahan se nikaalna hoga...ye doctor kuch zyada hi nahi puch raha?? Hayye rabba bachaao

Doctor- as you say Shehnaaz. And Sidharth please...

Sana- thankyou sir. Ab mein jaa sakti hu?

Sid was wondering if she was still mad at him,

Sid (in mind)- moti mujhe rok kyu rahi hai doctor se baat karne se? Wo avi v gussa hai kya? Ofcourse hogi v kyu nahi...mein toh hu hi bada sa gaddha...kitna kuch firse...

Just then Sana broke his trail of thoughts by saying,

Sana- sidharth thoda help kar sakta hai?

Sid smiled internally and ran to catch her and help her get down from the bed, took her in his light embrace and then took her to the bedroom.

Sid- spare bed m jayegi?

Sana- tujhe bhejna hai toh wahan chod de fir

Sid- baba wahan wapas dard karega toh ussliye puch rahi hu?

Sana- nahi

Sid- aabe gadhi mein tere liye puch raha tha

Arti- sana kitna naatak karti hai re tu...aur kuch milta nahi usko manaane ke liye toh ye sab ka natak karke usko manaati hai... bahar jayegi tab v kya behosh padi rahegi jab tak wo aaye na aur wo toh phone v nahi uthaata...hahaaha

Sid- arti jaa tu v check up karaa le doctor aye hai

Arti- haen mein kyu jau mereko kya karna hai

Sid- bahut bakwaas karne lag gayi hai shayad doctor ke paas thoda ilaaj ho

Arti- iss dard ki koi ilaaj nahi...aur mujhe ye sab karke footage lene ki zarurat nahi

Paras- waah waah waah waah

Sid (slowly)- Shit people...fucking bullshit

Sana- Tere hi dost hai dekh le tu

Sid- haen kya?

Sid then slowly put Shehnaaz on the spare bed and made her lie down gently. Sid was moving to her other side to sit down near her when she thought he was leaving her alone, she held his hand with her eyes filled with tears. Sid felt so guilty looking at her eyes and feeling that she was so scared he would leave her.

Sana- ek baar bolde ki meri galti kya hai. Then tereko jana hai jaa fir

Sid- mein kahin nahi jaa raha baba yehi bethunga tere side m. Ruk.

He then walked to her other side and held her hands, kissed her knuckles and kept it on his lap.

Sid- Mein hamesha same galti karke same chiz bolta hu hai na? Iss baar mein excuse nahi dena chaahta tujhe jo sazaa den hai tu de sakti hai mujhe kyunki I really misunderstood you aur tereko mauka v nahi diya bolne tera side.

Sana- Mein terese baat karna nahi chaahti thi-

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Sorry for not updating yesterday, I was really packed with my work stuff. Thank you for being patient and Sorry to keep you waiting. 

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