SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

11. Deal or Dil?

Bagga then brought more chilli powder and other masala and splashed it on her face. Sid felt something in his hand. He rubbed it clean and felt the burning sensation. He watched and realised it was bleaching powder.

Sid- how cheap someone can be...Bigg boss they are using chemicals

BB- Shefali aap abhi isi waqt bleaching powder ko store room m rakh dijiye. Ye karya m use nahi ho sakta

Sana- Waheguru ye kitna jal raha hai

Sid- sana chod de baba ab

Sid was feeling the pain his Sana was feeling. He was too worried for her and her health. He knows she has sensitive skin yet she is standing strong since God knows how many hours.

BB- Bigg Boss aapko batana chaahte hai ki "Jo teeka wahi shikander" ki ajki awadhi ab samapt hoti hai. Garden area ko fauran khaali kar dijiye.

Hearing this, Sana's limbs gave up and she fell on the ground when Rashmi, Asim and Sid went running to give her water.

Asim- Le sana paani le.

Sana- nahi ye paani nahi hai

Sid- tu uth ja uth ja bathroom chal...

Zariwala- come Sana.

Sana- mere per

Zariwala- 1...2...3...pull her up pull her up

They made her stand and took her to the washroom; Arti collected her dress and went inside with her as she just couldn't open her eyes. Sid was waiting outside standing there, concerned about his Sana and constantly questioning when he was hearing her cough and cry in pain.

After a few minutes, she came out shivering with bloodshot eyes. Rashes broke down on her hands and neck. Her face is swollen and red. Looking at her in this condition Sid took her in his tight embrace and kissed her forehead looking at her eyes with a lot of care and worry.

Meanwhile, team A was playing dirty. They tried to hide all the kinds of stuff that could be used by the other team to make them lose in tomorrow's part of the task where they have to bear the pain.

Maheera- shhh...kitna laal hogaya hai aankh tera...baapre mereko toh darr lag rha hai dekh ke tereko...jal raha hai kya bahut

Sana- Bahut (her voice came out rasped and tired)

Bb then called Shehnaaz to the medical room

Der raat 12:30 baje

Shehnaaz came out of the medical room and went to lie down next to Sid who wasn't in sleep but deep in thought. He quickly sat up resting his back on the headrest and taking Sana in his arms, kissing the sides of her forehead and making her sleep by keeping her head on his chest

Sid- thik hai abhi tu? Jal raha hai abhi kahin?

Sana- nahi abhi kuch feel nahi ho raha unlogon ne kuch kuch injections di toh ab nahi kuch ho rha...han bas aankhon m ese chubh raha hai kuch isiley ankh khul nahi raha.

Sid- mera baby...kya zarurat thi itni der itna kuch sehne ki...nominations ka reason toh dena hi matt mereko

Sana- Deal ke wajah se. Ab kal baat kare kya?

Sid- Nahi tu mujhe bata ke so tu fir kal nahi batayegi

Sana- Mein chaahti hu ki tu smoking karna band...acha chal band na sahi par kam karde. Din ka kam se kam 2 v chalega.

Sid was shocked to hear her wish. She suffered so much, took so much pain for his addiction??? He was shocked beyond limits.

He tossed and turned with no sleep that night, thinking what she had done and how much she had endured for the sake of his health. He felt like crying, his throat was tightening. He didn't want to cry and make her wake up but a little sob came out of him and Sana with a single second woke up and called him to face her.

Sana- Sidharth idhar ghum...idhar dekh meri taraf

Sid- umm...

He pretended to be asleep...

Sana- natak mat kar mujhe pata hai tu nahi soya hai idhar ghum. Acha atleast bata toh kya hua? Ghar ki yaad aa rhi hai? Mene kuch kiya? Bata meine kuch galat kiya toh?

Getting no reply, she started apologising thinking she went beyond the limit and crossed her boundaries to interfere in his life. She thought the deal was making him suffocate already. She thought maybe Arti was right, it was a personal matter. She couldn't think of anything right that time to say so...

Sana- I am sorry agar meri koi galti hai toh...please mujhe bataa de mein tujhe tension dena nahi chahti sachi m

She felt like she needed to think before she could proceed. While hearing all of this Sid suddenly felt sleepy and he genuinely fell asleep. Sana woke up from the bed silently and saw him from the other side sleeping but the pillow was wet and his under eyes were moist. Her heart broke thinking she yet again hurt him and she couldn't sleep there anymore. So, she walked towards the living room. She was feeling very cold because of the torture she had gone through. She felt her tonsils swollen, nose blocking and a little bit of breathlessness. She was constantly thinking about how to talk to Sid the next day, how to make things right with him, how to undo things that she had done to hurt him, how to still insist or request or beg to stop or minimise his smoking habit. She felt really cold when she wrapped her shawl and slept on the living area couch. She was shivering the whole night wanting some warmth to make her feel a bit better.

The next morning the song played and all the housemates went to dance. Sid woke up and was moving to the garden area when he saw Shehnaaz sleeping on the couch. He stopped and went to her.

Sid- moti...Sana uthh

Sana- aur panch minute ruk ja please

Sid- kukdoo koo bajega uthja...tu yahan kyu soyi hai aur kabse soyi hai?

Sana- kal raat se

Sid sat down beside her keeping his head on her stomach

Sid- kya? Kyun par? Han? Bata kyu? Tabyat thik nahi lag raha? Bata?

Sana- are bas ese hi baba...chal mein uth rahi.

Sid- nahi ese acha lag rha hai. Mujhe tujhse baat karni hai

Sana- isiley bol rahi hu sab kaam khatam karke aate hai fir baat karenge

Sid- tu chal fir mein aata hu

Sana glared at him and just nodded like she was hurt but he still trying to cover it up.

Sid- abe gadhi work out karne jaa rha

Sana (knowing he's lying)- Han ok

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