I Love You Still

Chapter 20. Police

Claire's pov, January 12

I hadn't forgiven Geillis for what she did, she swore she'd do anything to keep Frank away but I had a strange feeling about it all. She was a doctor, she knows how drugs work and it could be bloody dangerous. I wake up feeling Jamie's hands and lips everywhere. He wakes me up like this every single day and I'm not complaining. I could feel Jamie was in the mood. Today the police was coming again. They were here a couple of days ago. We told them everything we knew, about the accident. Today they wanted to see all the evidence we had gathered so they could either do more research themselves or arrest anyone.

Jamie's hand travels from my belly up to my breasts and gently caresses them. I loud out a soft moan and I know he heard it by the content sigh he gives. ''Jamie,'' I whisper and turn around to face him. ''Ye liked that, did ye?'' he asks softly. We had made love five days ago and it was explosive. I couldn't remember a moment I felt so satisfied. Geillis had taken me apart and asked me if I had a good fuck. I was stunned and a little shocked and asked her how she knew. She said because she slept in the room beside us she could hear a lot and since I made 'very much noise' she had stayed awake until Jamie and I were both satisfied and had gone to sleep. I had told Jamie about it and he had only grinned telling me Geillis was right, that I do make many noises.

''We must get out of bed and shower, the police are arriving soon,'' he says grinning and I smile. ''I'll go first,'' I jump out of bed but Jamie's arms grabs me before I can reach his bathroom. He starts kissing me again, from my lips towards my neck and breasts. ''Jamie, shower,'' I moan and he chuckles. ''Ye can't refuse me, can ye now?'' he only gets moan in return and he picks me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and he carries me off, into the shower. I kiss him softly as he strips me of my clothes. He takes of his own and turns on the shower. Carefully I go in the shower when the water gets warm and Jamie follows me. He wraps his hands around my waist and pulls me closer to him. ''God, I want you bad Sassenach, can I have ye?'' he asks and I nod.

He pushes me up against the wall, gently but firmly. His hands are everywhere and his lips find mine. I feel him hard against me, and it makes me smile. ''Oh god, when ye smile like that I wanted to ravish ye sae badly,'' he exclaims and I pull him closer to me. The water slips between our bodies making them slippery against eachother. ''Have me, Jamie. Now and quick,'' I says softly and he does as asked. He quickly pushes himself inside me and we both let out a content sigh. Slowly he starts to thrust and I moan loudly, exclaiming my pleasure. He grins as he puts his hand against my moud as more loud moan escape me. ''They'll hear ye Sassenach,''

I give another moan in response. ''Stop talking and fuck me,'' I mutter in his ear and his mouth curls up a bit. He presses into me another few times, while my heavy moans and sighs mixes with the sounds of the water streaming down. I cum hard, right there against the wall and Jamie following me after another thrust. I can feel him emptying himself into me. A part of me hopes he'll get me pregnant, rather sooner then later. We would've a reason to move on from all of this. But on the other side I want to wait, to make sure we're completely stable.

''Clean yerself up, Mo Grádh, ye look bonnie, dinna let me insult ye but our lovemaking leaves out a scent and only I want to smell it,'' I smile, still a bit shaken. Jamie gently washes my hair and I take some bodywash. After we're both completely washed up Jamie trows a pair of jeans and a sweather at me. I quickly put some underwear and the clothes before going downstairs with Jamie following me a minute after. William had already laid everything out, all the evidence, things to proof and people ready to make a confession. I stare at it all and it feels surreal. These things were planned in order to ruin my life. ''It's alright Sassenach, if it feels strange,''

Jamie wraps his arms around me and I lean my shoulder back. ''I know, I just wish it was all over,'' I mutter and he chuckles. ''Its far from over, Claire, but we'll go through it all together,'' I smile and turn around. Gently I kiss him and he holds me in my embrace a little longer. Ellen offers us some fruit and I take it gratefully. I eat the food and talk a bit with Ellen before the police arrive.