Forget about you

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The doorbell persistently chimes, echoing through Jin's apartment before he reluctantly rises to answer it. He approaches the door, peeking through the peephole. He finds Jungkook and Jimin standing outside, just like the gaurd informed him. Despite hesitanting, he unlocks the door and welcomes them in, albeit with a forced smile,

As Jungkook and Jimin step inside, Jin notices the concerned looks in their eyes. Obviously, they know something is wrong. Despite his efforts to maintain his composure, Jin can't shake the feeling of isolation that has settled over him since Taehyung and him fell out.

"Hi," Jin greets them, his voice carrying forced cheerfulness. "What pleasure do I owe the love birds?" His attempt at humor falls flat, met with awkward smiles from Jungkook and Jimin.

"We came to check up on you, hyung," Jungkook speaks, with genuine concern. Jin nods, "Alright then," he replies, attempting to play coy. "Do you need anything to drink or something? I'm doing alright, by the way," he adds.

"Are you?" Jimin's gaze pierces through Jin's facade. "Seems like your heat is going to come soon. Your scent is spiking up right now." Jin's breath catches at Jimin's keen observation,

"Show me your room," Jimin continues softly, his hand reaching out to grasp Jin's. "I don't think I've ever been to your apartment before." Jin nods silently, agreeing,

Before Jin could protest, Jimin was already leading them towards the bedroom, his steps small,

"Jungkook, can you wait for us? We'll be back," Jimin calls out. He glances around the room, noticing there's no signs of nesting.

"Did you not start to nest yet?" Jimin asks, his confusion evident. Jin's response is subdued, his voice trailing off as he contemplates how to inform the other omega that he doesn't nest.

"How have you been, hyung? Why have you been ignoring all of us? Everyone's worried, especially Hoseok," Jimin inquires.

He guides Jin towards the bed, "Do you wish for us to cuddle?" Jimin asks. Jin silently nods, allowing himself to be enveloped in Jimin's comforting embrace.

"Alright, so tell me," Jimin prompts, holding Jin's petite figure tightly. Jin hesitates for a moment, his words caught in his throat, "I can't tell you everything, but I think I won't be able to see any of you again," Jin finally admits,

"Because of that dickhead of an alpha? You'll cut us off, that isn't fair," Jimin protests, his frustration evident. Jin's eyes widen at Jimin's candid response, realizing that their secret hasn't been as well-kept as they had thought.

"Both of you aren't that sneaky. It's only me and Jungkook who are aware. The rest of them are clueless. But they're not clueless to your situation," Jimin reveals, as he pulls Jin closer, "Come out with us this weekend, please," he pleads, with genuine concern.

"I have a runway show this weekend. After that, maybe I can join you guys," Jin replies, his voice hinting of exhaustion. Jimin's concern only grows at Jin's dull response, "Hyung?" Jimin mumbles softly, he listens as Jin hums in response,

"Haven't you been sleeping?" Jimin probes gently, "No," Jin admits quietly, his exhaustion palpable. Jimin nods understandingly, knowing that Jin has been struggling with sleep lately probably because of Taehyung.

"Alright, you can sleep then, I'll scent you," Jimin offers, his scent enveloping Jin. It's no surprise when Jin succumbs to the effects of Jimin's scent and drifts off to sleep almost immediately.

They remain in silence for nearly an hour before Jin stirs awake, his sleep-fogged mind slowly clearing.

"Did I actually fall asleep?" Jin asks, his voice groggy from sleep. Jimin smiles softly, his eyes filled with warmth as he nods in confirmation, " you can sleep some more if you want," Jimin reassures Jin,

"Jungkook?" Jin queries, "He left. Something came up, but I'm here for the day," Jimin responds, "Let's make you a nest first," Jimin suggests,

Jin nods as he rises from the bed, "Bring out your favorite blankets, anything else you'd like in your nest, and we'll make a cozy nest for you," Jimin instructs.

If Jin had given into his intrusive thoughts, he would have said he'd like Taehyung, the very person he yearns to have in his nest. Jimin guides him through the process, instructing him on where to place the items for the nest. Despite his initial hesitance, Jin gradually begins to arrange the nest, realizing that it's been quite some time since he last nested, even during his heats.

"Alright, it's looking good," Jimin comments, offering Jin a reassuring smile. "Now, let's set up your fridge and fill all the water bottles. Let's get to it."

Jimin takes charge, cleaning and filling the water bottles with meticulous care. He observes silently as Jimin moves on to cooking. Jin is surprised to find the pantry stocked with groceries, unsure of where they came from as he hadn't taken the time to restock them.

"You can reheat the food and have at least three meals. This noodle bowl is for now, finish it," Jimin says, passing the bowl to Jin. "And I'll go fill your room drawer with some snacks."

As Jimin disappears into the room, Jin stares at the food before him, his mind clouded with conflicting thoughts. He knows he has a show to prepare for and can't afford to eat such food. Swallowing the lump in his throat, he takes a hesitant bite, fighting the urge to throw up as he forces himself to eat.

Jimin smiles warmly as he sees Jin take a bite, feeling a sense of relief wash over him. "Let's share," he suggests, taking out chopsticks for himself as well. "Seokjin, I used to struggle with food too. It got to the point where I completely lost myself. I understand how hard it is for you, and while I wouldn't suggest seeking professional help if you're not ready for it, I can share a few things that helped me a lot."

Jin remains silent, his gaze fixed on the food before him. He hadn't realized how obvious his condition had become, though he was aware of it deep down. But he chose to deny it, pushing himself to see how long he could endure.

"Are you comfortable talking about this? Should I continue?" Jimin asks, sensing Jin's hesitation. When the older omega nods, Jimin continues, "So, watching food-related videos, dramas, observing people eat, these activities will help alot. Don't eat alone, try going to restaurants, join your friends, or call me. Starting with lighter, healthier meals might be easier for you, but the important thing is to try. I'll be honest with you this lifestyle will only take from you."

"It wasn't this bad a year ago, but ever since things between me and Taehyung transpired, my condition has gotten worse. I let myself slip away," a tear falls from Jin's eye as he speaks. Jimin can see the pain etched on his face and gently asks, "Do you want to talk about it, hyung?"

Jin's voice trembles as he shares, "I love him a lot, Jimin, and he treated me like shit. When I tried to confront him a few days ago, he said that's because we're not lovers. But even if we weren't, he shouldn't leave me bare without aftercare after having sex with me. He never answers my texts or calls; he just shows up whenever he wants to get off. He has hurt me a lot, i feel as if it's due to me that he won't see me as something more, perhaps if i skip this meal he'd like me more," Jin's cries become harder, and Jimin can feel the anger surging within him, Taehyung is a dickhead.

"I'm sorry you had to go through that. It wasn't worth it, and now it's all over. The fact that you resolved to cut Taehyung off means that you want to try and become better, right? So, I need you to pay attention to yourself and take care of yourself. Eat well, sleep well, do you understand me?" Jimin's voice is gentle as he tries to reassure Jin.

"It's very hard. He's on my mind all the time, Jimin. I love him so much, but he doesn't love me back. He doesn't even think of me as a human," Jin's voice cracks as he speaks. Jimin hugs Jin tighter, offering comfort, "It'll be alright, hyung. You'll be alright."

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