SELF SABOTAGE // ELIJAH HEWSON

𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖙 𝖙𝖜𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖞-𝖋𝖎𝖛𝖊

well early love was something else...

the closest place either of the young adults could find was elijahs house, not exactly the best place they could imagine to fuck but hey, they're desperate for each other.
thankfully eli knew no one was home and he made sure to assure his girlfriend of that too.

the two of them quite literally stumbled through his front door, hands tangled in hair and clothing and lips pressed to one another. grunts and groaned echoed through the house as elijah struggled to remove his own shirt, haiden having no trouble in hiding her giggle

"you really kill the mood you know"

"can't help it hewson, you're useless"

he rolled his eyes and kicked the door shut behind him, tossing his t-shirt to the floor as he pushed haiden back against the couch, a squeal leaving her lips
he pressed a deep kiss to her lips again, his cold hands reaching up under shirt... goosebumps rose on her skin which brought a smirk to his lips. the couple hit the ground with a thump, laughter emitting from both as they were half dressed and more than touchy with each other.

"shit haiden, i don't have... anything" elijah panted softly, pulling away as he brushed the hair away that was stuck to her forhead

"it doesn't matter"

"haiden"

"eli i'm on the pill, i swear"

the minutes rolled into hours, the couple lay sweaty and naked on his living room floor... only covered by the nearest blanket elijah could find. the clock on the fireplace read 5:09am... they only got home around 2

"eli?"

"yeah?"

"can i say something?"

"course you can" he laughed breathlessly, cupping the side of her cheek as he turned her head to face him

"i just... need to get something off my chest. and i know it'll be soon, so i'm scared but i don't want you to say anything back just for the sake of it"

"i love you"

haiden looked up at elijah with confusion on her face, nothing but a wide smile on his face. she sat up beside him, clinging the blanket to her chest as her eyes welled ever so slightly with tears

"what?"

"i love you haiden"

"eli..."

"i'm in love with you haiden moore and i want to scream if from the rooftops if you'd let me. i want everyone to know that you're mine and that every stupid love song inhaler release in the near future is about the one and only haiden moore. i want to be able to say that my heart belongs to you, and god i'd let you break it over and over again if it meant i got to love you in every other universe" he looked at her with desperation

haiden looked at elijah completely speechless.
she'd had boyfriends in the past, hell even girlfriends, but never someone who felt so deeply about her like this. she pressed a gentle kiss to his lips, her thumb rubbing itself against his stubble before she succumbed to her tiredness and rest back against his chest. elijah instinctively began drawing shapes on her bare back, both of them in a lovers bliss