if only..

Chapter 16 - till death do us part

TW: same as usual 

        "maybe you should go for a bit longer.. we did miss you though" Mikey smiled a weak smile at me, I know he was lying. What was I thinking? After what I've done to Donnie and what he's done for me.. its insane. And God I haven't even met their dad yet. If they even have one. But there was one thing I didn't think I would see when I came. That girl- her smile to Donnie was driving me crazy- he was obviously mine, wasn't that obvious? Maybe its nothing but she looks off. And what was that with Donnie? did he.. did he not want to see me? I mean who would though, but we're talking about my Donatello. He never backs down, he's stubborn and loves to prove someone wrong. Why would he- why...

      "Sooo- How are you" The dark skinned girl breaks my train of thought, which could have lead to a breakdown but either way. I guess I'm able to take note of what she looks like now, so I can remember her. She has her puffy hair in two tight space buns. Red glasses that a librarian would wear, kinda nerdy in a way. I chuckle at that. She has a green varsity jacket, cute but old fashion. Under it is a yellow short dress that underneath THAT is black pants. Honestly If someone brought that description of clothing I don't think anyone could pull it off to be honest. 

      "horrible, just got kicked out from Big Mama's- Eating disorder came back, might relapse again" My voice sounds deadpan, and I look tired and burised. Or at least that's what I feel like. 

    "Big Mama kicked you out?!" Mikey almost screamed, he seemed shocked and so did the girl. I just nodded simply, taking note that they didn't care I had relapsed 

      "yeah... I'm fine though, thanks for asking," I roll my eyes and than turn my attention to that girl who bugged me, "who are you anyway, hanging with Donnie like that." She took personal offence to that.

     "I'm April, April O'neil," Her Demeter changed from awkward to a bit of sass and annoyence, I didn't like that, "And me and Don aren't together, he's still like my brother though. So don't come back here looking to mess him up again after he's made so much progress" 

  Mikey glared at her, like he wanted to say that but it was like an unspoken rule that nobody should. My eyes narrow, and I glare at her like Mike. She had no right to tell me what my own intentions were. And who is she to tell me to back off. I felt my knuckles clench together as I bite my lip. Mikey noticed I was fuming so he spoke with a nicer tone than that bitch 

       "April doesn't mean that-"
      "Oh but I do" She cut him off. What the fuck man, nobody cut's off Mikey. Especially the person who claims to be like a so called second sibling. 

      "listen here, I am not trying to steal Don. I already had him and he already had me. I didn't come here to fuck things up, I came to restart because my life was going back to where it was. And as someone whose had a shitty life unlike you, I actually have other shit to think about than your whining ass" I stepped towards her, my voice sounding meanacing as I wanted it to be. She glared at me but didn't flinch.  She instead grabbed a nearby bat, that had a certain glow to it

    "Okay wanna get close? I'll make sure your legs go slit" She said making a noise. By now Mikey had left to go get raph, to stop us. 

      "OKAY THATS IT BITCH YOU HAVE IT COMING" I jump at her, yanking at those buns, ripping some hair out. I punch her in the face but she quickly gramps my wrist throwing me off her and pinning me to the ground. I land with a grunt, staring at her eyes that glared at me. Her knuckles hit my nose, feeling the blood tickle down my face. I stare up at her as she throws another punch, back and forth. I scream in pain, squirming underneath her with tears down my face. But I couldn't look weak so I keep struggling. She grunts as she pulls my hair in return. But she flips me over--like a cop would do it--I didn't understand why until raph came in the room, with Mikey, Leo... and Donnie.. Oh god...