if only..

chapter 28 - Irma

yall r gonna cry I think- 

TW!!: death, blood, gore, manipulation 

   I smile at Donnie, laying my head on his shoulder as we watch the end credits. "bella's lullaby" by Carter Burwell starts playing in the credits, its beautiful melody filling my ears with Donnie's heavy breath mixed with it. I look up at him, his face was blank and disturbed. I raise a brow, I don't know what I did wrong or what had happened to make him- angry?
       

       Then he chuckles "Edward and Bella are kinda like us in a way" He whispers to me

      "huh, I never though of us like that.." 

      "a monster and an angle, except I'm have the balls to keep the angle to myself" I hear him prompt before kissing the top of my head, playing with my H/C strands of hair in his fingers. I feel him smell in my scent, savoring every inch of my body. I shiver at that, fear flooding my body. 

      "As Edward said 'so the lion fell in love with the lamb'" 

      "what a stupid lamb'" I giggle, I quoted Bella. He chuckles, his *hyoplastron rumbling with joy. I closed my eyes, the silence of the room filling my ears as the movie had ended. Don's fingers continued to play with my hair, occasionally brushing his thumb against my cheek. I always felt flustered when he did. I felt comfortable with him for some reason. 

    "did you enjoy the movie?" I whisper, breaking the silence that didn't bother any of us

     "mhm, it was superb" 

     I mentally laugh at the fact he said 'superb'. But this was Donnie, that's what he does best, act like a huge dork. A dork that's all mine. I smile at that, I was broke, alone, and just trying to survive when I met him at the train. He was my savior, my god. He saved me, sure it hurt in the begining, but its worth it to be held in his arms. No. Cradled in his arms, something no one has ever done for me. Not even my deadbeat parents. Im so happy that Donnie saved me from that gross apartment with me and my pets-..

    wait. what.

    "donnie" my voice shaky and hoarse "what happened to my pets?.." 

    He stops petting my hair, he even stops breathing for a good minute. I moved away from his arms, staring at the blank face that didn't show any emotion. My face however was on the verge of tears, but I try to keep myself composed as I gulp. 

    "What happened to Suzzy and Jacob?.." I whisper, my sweet fur babies faces, life engraved in their happy eyes even though I didn't have much to give them, we were still happy together. They were keeping me together until I met him. My so-called savior. 

   "I gave them to a better family, don't worry their safe heh-" He finally says, which calms my fear immeatitaly but still something felt off about his tone of voice. But he was God after all, so I didn't have anything to fear.

  Donnie's POV:

   I don't like lying, in fact I'm horrible at it. So you can tell that I was surprised when Y/N so easily believed me. This was the biggest factor I needed to know that Y/N was so in love with me, they would do anything for me. They are so in love with me that they can only trust me. I've finally achieved my goal, of making them mine forever. But still I felt some, uneasy emotion from them. I had to make sure that they could only trust me. But I knew what I was about to do wasn't going to be easy. 

   I shift slightly, positioning myself to be able to meet eye to eye with them. This caught their attention as their face turned into a softer expression then normal, like they were trying to understand me.