atsushi oneshots 5

finding out??//atsushi angst???//

*request*

-fluff and angst

Warning: suicide, self-harm.

(The agency and port mafia find out)

(In reality most likely the port mafia wouldn't care about atsushi self-harm but we're just going to pretend that some of them care.)

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Third person pov

Atsushi has a very rough past, his past basically haunt him on a daily basis. Atsushi barely sleeps and always get nightmares, atsushi is too scared to asked for help because he doesn't want to be a burden and bother to anyone so atsushi keep it to himself. Atsushi started to self-harm himself, it feel really good so atsushi keep doing it. Due to this, atsushi healing ability has been acting up because atsushi has been stopped his healing ability so atsushi always wear bandages to cover the cuts up. atsushi know it a bad thing to do but atsushi just can't help himself.

The port mafia and agency has recently became two agreement so both organizations are working with each other, the bosses decided to have a little training session, it was basically fighting though. Akutagawa and atsushi were fighting each other, everything was going perfectly until suddenly rashomon cut through atsushi sleeves, which show the bandages wrapped around his arms. Everyone was confused at first but immediately dazai seem to realize what was atsushi doing and slowly the bandages came off showing the cuts on his arms. Everyone was shocked, atsushi just looked horrified, everyone knew now and he couldn't hide it anymore.

"Atsushi.." Dazai slowly said, atsushi just look down, mori honestly didn't give a shit about it, kouyou and chuuya has a heart in them though so they did feel bad for atsushi, even akutagawa was worried for atsushi but he never admit that in person. The whole agency was worried for atsushi, atsushi just didn't say anything, he didn't know what to say. "Atsushi.." Yosano said as she move closer to atsushi but atsushi just back away. Mori just slowly walks away, he didn't care at all. "heartless bitch.." Kouyou whisper as she glare at mori, chuuya just stare at atsushi as slowly atsushi back away.

"Don't..come any closer.." Atsushi slowly said, yosano just stopped moving and nodded, the other didn't want atsushi to feel overwhelmed so they didn't move any closer to him. "Atsushi...we just want to help you." Kunikida said, atsushi just look like he was about to cry at any moment. "Atsushi..can I move closer?" Chuuya asked, atsushi just slowly nodded, slowly chuuya walk closer to atsushi. "Can I hug you?" Chuuya asked, atsushi just nodded and suddenly atsushi was pull into a hug, atsushi couldn't help but cry, chuuya just hold atsushi in his arms.

Dazai just sigh a relief, atsushi was basically a sobbing mess, chuuya didn't care though. After a while, atsushi slowly comes down. "we should go back to the agency." Yosano asked, that was a good idea, sadly the port mafia members couldn't come because they have work to do expect for chuuya, he was free for now. " we can't come but we hope that atsushi get better." Higuchi said, the port mafia member just nod in agreement, suddenly chuuya pick up atsushi and they were on the way back to the agency building.

Atsushi just lay his head on chuuya shoulder, after a while they finally made it to the agency. Atsushi was exhausted from all the crying so he fell asleep, which was fine because yosano can talk to atsushi later. Chuuya decided to stay and he didn't let go of atsushi the whole time, atsushi was holding onto chuuya so chuuya couldn't leave anyway. After a while, atsushi woke up and there was no running from it so atsushi decided to talk about it.

It was a private conversation so not the whole agency knew what happened but they were going to help their friend, no matter what. Atsushi was put into therapy, atsushi has to be watched now, slowly atsushi was getting better but it was taking a lot of time and there were some mess ups on the way. Also the port mafia member did check up on atsushi, the agency also became a lot more overprotective of atsushi, atsushi feel love and care for so that all that really matters in the end.

(It so bad, im so sorry!!)

(Honestly, I have been thinking about ending this oneshot early due to stress, I'm am not sure yet)