Author's Note: I don't usually do these at the start but I'd just like to start this one out by apologising for how obscenely long it is, i've never been good at knowing when or if to cut things out of chapters so i apologise for what i've done at the end. I'm also sorry for how ridiculously long it took me to get out 💀
If anyone's interested i've done a little explanation at the bottom of what Jack's staging was supposed to look like just on a smaller scale.
Trigger warnings for this chapter are:
- Really brief mention of eating disorders
- Mentions of creepy/ nonconsensual behaviour in a character's past
- Mentions of blood/nosebleeds
- The briefest of brief references to self harm
None of these are particularly bad but just to make anyone who might be sensitive to these things aware!
Finally! I thought I'd make you all aware that I have Spotify playlists based on these chapters that have either helped me write when I have writers block or that fit some of the scenes so if you ever wanted something to listen to while you read this then here's the link! (though some of them are a tad unfinished)
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3zkytUZbhCtPSJbIYlcYWw?si=yvxSsMfHQzKq8gR2h_YciQ&pi=e-oeoOxLYjSsuy
Okay I'll shut up now! Enjoy!
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It was way past ten by the time Jack woke up the next morning, his eyes slowly adjusting to the light coming in through the open curtains that neither him or Felix bothered to close the night before.
"You look pleased with yourself," he heard from his side only to look across and see Felix fighting with his shoe laces to leave.
"Maybe I am," Jack smiles smugly sitting up, covering himself with the blanket as he remembered he'd only slept in his underwear after showering last night, "where are you going anyway?"
"To pick up dan from the train station," the brunette answered, "Still going for brunch aren't we?"
"Oh I said I'd do that you don't have to,"
"Yeah well....you had a bit of a late night so..." Felix trailed off as he smirked and threw a jacket on.
"Oh fuck off!" Jack said back playfully, "Thanks for the warning by the way,"
"No problem! I just figured you'd like to know when they left so you and Bojan weren't," he paused, "...walked in on"
"Haha very funny, I'll definitely return the favour should you and Jure ever want to-"
"Ew! Okay shut up no!" Felix quickly shut the door behind him and hurried off down the hall leaving Jack to laugh quietly to himself and look for something to wear before his mates got back. He threw last nights clothes, which were just strewn across the bathroom floor, into the washing bag and rooted around until he found a decent outfit though it was lacking a jacket he just couldn't seem to find.
As he was searching through the room, Jack hears a notification come through and spends the next few seconds scrambling around the bed sheets to find his phone eventually just yanking the covers up and allowing it to fall onto the floor, he picked the thankfully uncracked phone up and stared at who or what was responsible for the noise.
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