My Midnight Thoughts: Things I Have In Mind, People Don't Know

blue

We shared a favorite color
You think I just copied you
But, originally, it's mine too
I'm fondly with color blue

We both have different perspectives
In color blue, differ in understanding
Yours was peace and serenity
Mine was deep melancholy
That's why we weren't meant to be
You're a Taurus
I'm Sagittarius
Your season's in autumn
Mine was winter season
Huge variance, inarguable

Calm seas, blue skies
Crashing woven lines
Statement, "you're mine"
A myth to believe, alive
Very odd, nothing fancy
Even if it's love, it's nothing
But catastrophic and counterfeit
Deep blue to my melancholy
Aquamarine to your good riddance
Shades of blue, not the same
In perspectives, you're happy
While I'm conceived by hopeless romance

Can I bloom with my blues?
Like how blueberries do?
The color may sound depressing as hues
At least, I'm sharing my inner color
A delicate sense of my eternal living
Attracting negativity, an uninvited guess
Should I get rid of it, or should I let it reign?
Can you change my perspectives of blue?
Where I can alter my physiological emotions
She left, so I'm clinging on to your affections
I badly wanted to be a half of your livelihood
Even when my life was full of color blue