My Midnight Thoughts: Things I Have In Mind, People Don't Know

on this night...

On this night, dull eyes, full awaken
Still thinking about the pursuit feelings
I have from my amiable weekdays
Nothing special, just lightweighted

A cordial act seems to confuse me
Every night I thought about these
The sparkling eyes in mesmerizing
Where ought to give separate meanings
Or may convey different storytelling
But mine's factual to be known too well
Even if they said it was highly delusional
As mixed signals enhances in proportional
On this night, I prayed that all these are normal

An indolent guy raised in the state of Texas
He said he's going to be a businessman
A nutcracker was half-destroyed
Right when he exposed his first joke
The opportunity to laugh but I refused
Concerning that karma might get me lured

Establishing the plans I made in the future
On this night, I'm afraid of what I might choose
As I'm ascertain that I might screw up like I did before
Or maybe I'd just try to forsake my traumas in discourse
Just as how gratuitous was it to exist in momentary roars
And at last, the nights been foggy in shore