My Midnight Thoughts: Things I Have In Mind, People Don't Know

in denial

19:19 hours, I'm in your bed
Cobwebs, I pretend I didn't see it
Blue was the hue of my worries
In my denial to keep myself in closets

Hidden stories I made, became fables
Soon to be passed on in many generations
Where I explicitly keep my sentiments
Cryptic messages in morse code, I've created
I wished, you wouldn't tear me up
Once you already know what's up

Did you know, I liked texting you?
Did you know, I liked being with you?
And in your comfy bed, makes me delusional
Of how I wanted to be your flame, love's eternal

In denial to confess what I feel
At this cemetery, where I buried it
At this point, there's no point hoping
For the miracle to happen