My Midnight Thoughts: Things I Have In Mind, People Don't Know

frustrations

Reflections in my mirror
Showcases my worst behavior
Just thinking about it, makes frustrations
To what I ought to be, in my conviction

Passed the note I wrote from my head
These melodies of sadness are spiraling
Like an orbit in a solar system
Spinning too much as I live

Condone to your misjudgments
Fear is what's made me wonder
"Have I done something further?"
or "Is it too far ahead from here?"
The cross-section of this bridge
Extends my curiosity in service
To work on a purpose of existence

Expectations are peak of dismaying
Which I already did manifest it
Too many frustrations to deal with
Heightened my anxiety to death
No matter what you do
No matter what you fought
No matter what you create
It doesn't matter anyway
For them it's just an ordinary thing
Nothing special to get appreciated
From the efforts you have exerted