My Midnight Thoughts: Things I Have In Mind, People Don't Know

Worst decisions

I let my confusion lead to my worst decisions
Fought so hard to let my egos decide what to wish for
I had so many desires and options
But nothing works well, I assume

My mind conveys to let myself be in that process
So I programmed and challenged myself to work on progress
I picked the hardest program in my college
And now, look who's receiving a 4-year sufferings?

The hellish Gilgamesh I found from the Archaeologist
Exemplified the truth about some mortal evidences
So I followed the trace and keep on track in them
Nowhere to be found, I lost in the scenery.

There, I knew that not everything on the surface
Should always be what we are supposed to believe
The treacherous hidden messages are always bewitching and a torture
The desire to follow such unrecognized voices, leads to the worst decisions
At the very least, we learned our lessons