Du Nord: The Believing heart lost years (EN)

Luna Nova third year begins

Friday 1 September 2007, Luna Nova

"The remaining days of the summer holidays I spent at home, a little depressed by everything that had happened, my career wasn't going so well either, I was really disliked, my sales were falling, as were my followers, and without the money from the Cavendish I was lost, I couldn't keep up the business with the Shiny Chariot products, It was a month spent cancelling a lot of bureaucratic things and the money that was left over from the profits also went towards paying off my career-related debts. Although I still had a considerable amount of money left over, I opted to take another hiatus from my career where I would only return when I graduated from Luna Nova, already ready to start my final year, I was at least excited about it, graduating is what didn't break me down so much emotionally."

I arrived in Luna Nova, it was a very mixed holiday, I think the end was the worst, a lot of bad things happened, it's good that now I'm on my own, let's try to go on this journey, I think I'll try to give whatever happens to certain people a chance, well I haven't told them anything, I hope they won't be shocked when they see the bombs coming.
I take a deep breath and follow the path with my suitcases, now it's time to start this new year, I walk through the corridors and I can already see a different expression, it's no longer that admiration for my presence, it's become a bit of indifference, some were even a bit disgusted, but I don't care, I just want to go to my room. I get there and see the girls doing their usual thing, when they see me they even get up from the bed and quickly go to hug me, I even feel a bit better, it was a hug that made me emotional.

"Chariot! You've finally turned up, we've been missing you a lot" said Daniella.

"We've been waiting for you" said Rebecca.

"I've got a lot to tell you, some of it won't be good and some of it.... Yeah, I don't know if you think they're good either" I say both.

"We have a bit of an idea about that, I saw the news about your gigs and they weren't good, what do you mean you cancelled in New York? And nobody has any idea what happened in Los Angeles" Parker has already managed to find out a bit.

"I also thought it was bizarre when I saw it on the telly, I had no idea you'd stop when you were so close to the end, if you'd carried on maybe there wouldn't have been any controversy, but well, from what I've heard you've actually returned the money to these people" I nod.

"That's just the beginning, guys, you've got a lot of news from the outside, but I've got a lot more going on around me and they're not the best either, well I'm going to be very straightforward about the first of them... My mum died while I was still in Japan, I only found out about it after the next performance, just as I found out about everything Croix kept from me and because of that we broke up, I really broke up with her, we don't speak to each other anymore, we don't even see each other" I say to the two of them who are in absolute shock.

"What do you mean? What do you mean you broke up with Croix? You two were so happy together, doing so well and now this happens, how can she hide something like that from you?" You have no idea how much worse it was.

"Tell us about it, because it's bizarre, before the summer was over you were very close, I admit I even found Croix's reaction a little strange, thinking it was unnatural, but I didn't expect her to hide something as serious as this" Leyland said.

"I'll tell you everything, so you can understand better, I was really disappointed with Croix and now we don't speak to each other, so much so that she's moved away, I don't even know where she's gone, I don't even want to know, now without her I feel freer" I say to the two of them who are already starting to pay attention to me.

I take a deep breath, I'm going to tell them everything I've been through over the last few days, apart from the Dream Fuel Spirit bit, I think this is past the point of friend gossip, I don't think they'll like it either, apart from the fact that it's a serious crime of magic, but everything else I'm going to reveal and maybe then it'll be clear that I really don't want to see Croix around any more, what impresses me is how Parker hasn't seen this as an opportunity to hit on me, she's being all understanding.