23|Seeing him

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Louise
***===Next Friday=== ***

I was late for a girls night with Kath and Jenny. We do this at-least twice a month and we also have brunches, breakfasts dates and dinners depending on how our schedules work. Tanya, my friend from Uni is meeting us there so it would be a reunion since we haven't seen her in almost three years.

I've had a really bad day, most of it I spent Regretting my encounter with Vincenzo a few days ago but I'm hoping the girls night will turn everything around. He wants me to be his fuck toy. I want that but, I've had men ask me for this far too many times that mommy fingers can count. When you hear that more than once or twice, it kinda takes a toll on you. Like you aren't relationship material. I mean, I just want to be in a relationship and be loved and taken care of.

Too much to ask?

I don't think so.

But if there is anything my existence here on earth has taught me is, do not fucking settle. Can't have the milk if you don't want the damn cow.

After my last meeting at the office, i decided to head home and change into something more "girls night" appropriate. So I hop into a little satin red dress that doesn't cover much and black Christian Louboutin heels. I decided on bold makeup, you know, red lipstick, smoky eye and faux eyelashes obviously.

I used uber for obvious reasons and when the driver pulls up by a new club, I notice It's really a nice club but i know the girls will eat me up for being late. I walk into the club knowing I've done too much for my outfit but with me, when I dress up, I munch, eating with no crumbs left behind.

When I do wear clothes like these, I gain a lot of attention because my thick thighs are left out to breath. So when I walk into the club, I'm not surprised at the number of eyes undressing me. A few seconds later, I see a Kath waving at me to join her by the bar stools she was at. She was alone, dressed in a little black dress and and black heels.

I haven't seen her in two days because her and Jimmy have been spending an awful lot of time together. Which is great for her, but for me, I get to spend most of the nights together because Jenny just started an internship and is barely home.

"Kath" I say with a warm smile and she mirrors it, stepping off the stool to give me a hug.

"You look absolutely gorgeous Louise," she says on the crook of my neck.

"You know me, I show up! You look fucking fantastic Kath" I say and she giggles.  "Where's Jenny?" I ask when I don't see my little sister.

"Oh, she's on a call, but it won't take long" she says.

"And Tanya?" I ask when I noticed she isn't around either.

"Probably fucking some dude in the bathroom"

"Ew no!" I say with a laugh as we both settle on the bar stools.

"Oh! There she is" Kath said making me turn in the direction she was referring to.

Imagine my heart ache when I see Tanya with Vincenzo whispering something to each other and then go separate ways. I can literally hear and feel my heart sink into my stomach. I look at Kath and we share a look.

"Is that..." Kath starts but stops

"'Yes" i say.

"I thought you too had a thing going?" She asks and I shake my head.

"Well it didn't work out, he wanted me as a fuck buddy" I say in a low tone.

"Fuck him, he doesn't deserve you" she says

"Let's not mention this to Tanya"

"That's fine baby" Kath says and our eyes follow him walking towards the fancy Lounge, where I notice a guy locked eyes with Kath.

"Jimmy?" I ask Kath and she looks at me with a smile.

"He is really sweet. He took me on a date last night" she says smiling.

"So he is the one that's been keeping you busy?" I say with a laugh.

"He is a good guy" she says and I can sense the happiness in her voice.

I look over at Jimmy and we make eye contact for a second before he smiles at me. I see Enzo join him but hasn't seen me yet. I instantly look at Kath before he catches me staring like an idiot.

"Well he seems is a good man, if he's got you all giddy" I say, smiling.

"Hey Louise" Tanya says smiling and pulling me into a hug.

It hurts to hug her knowing she was with someone who I genuinely liked but didn't like me back. I don't know why it hurts or why I'm jealous when I told him I couldn't be with him. I made my choice and he made his. I shouldn't be feeling these typa things.

Now tell me why the fuck am mad.

He can fuck anyone he wants.

"Hey T, how are you?" I fake smile at Tanya.

"Good now, I just gave a man the best head of his life in the bathroom."

"You're nasty" I say trying to pretend nothing about what she said affected me.

"Girl, You were in there a whole 20 minutes. Unless he came three times, you didn't give him his best blowjob" Kath says laughing making all of us laugh. I know she's just trying to make me feel better, but she is right though.

"Are we here to get drunk or what?" I say trying to change the subject.

After we had a few drinks, we decided to head to the dance floor but on our way, we are met with three incredibly handsome men, Jimmy, Rico and he-who-shall-not-be-named. Looks like they were heading out.

"Baby" Jimmy say's hugging Kath and giving her a gentle kiss on the lip. I see Kath melting
under his gaze. She is in Deep, it's unbelievable.

"Louise, good to see you again" Says Jimmy smiling.

"Good to see you too Jimmy" my eyes traveled to Kath then Tanya, noticing them sending googly eyes to the men in front of us.

"Hello doctor" Rico says leaning in to kiss my cheek a-little longer than I'd like.

Don't get me wrong, he is a very good looking guy and smells good too. But he is not his brother.

"Jenny" Rico said to my little sister, no emotion on his face.

"Enrico" she replied no emotion whatsoever.

They're weird.

"You guys probably have a few things to catch up on, I'll be over there entertaining a stranger" I say with a smile making everyone laugh but Mr. Armani. Jimmy alittle too much.

I didn't even batter an eye in his direction as I walked to the dance floor immediately finding a guy to dance with me. Jenny is already grinding her ass on a stranger. I catch a little glimpse of him looking at me, fire in his eyes and his jaw clenched. I roll my eyes as I continue giving the man behind me my ass as I grind to the music.

After a successful night clubbing, four hours to be exact, Jenny and I decided to get back home and catch some sleep.

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